AllxRedStar (•˕ •マ.ᐟ

Perhaps, nothing in my life is worth living.

A hell of my own making, a catastrophe of my own doing... It's not worth it... Sadly, I am too scared to take my own life.

However, if there's a chance something may kill me without my input, I hope that I won't regret or hesitate to jump on it.

I don't wanna be like dust in the shelf
I wanna be something that's great to myself
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait no more.

small icon ych done for @allxredstar.bsky.social 💙💗✨

#art #furry #furryart #kemono

Being part of the furry community, it feels there's some sort of social hierarchy. It follows like this:

Non-suiters/handlers < Partial Suiters < Full-suiters

Depending where you are, more or less people want to friend you or talk to you. If you don't have time or finances, you're just screwed.

Blocked the Walk-speed override and landed the punch few seconds afterwards (Totally planned)

What's worth living anyway?

Skill Issue for missing those two blocks
(I still lived to the end tho)
#Forsaken #RobloxForsaken #Guest1337

I am fairly confident that I've learned from the past. However, why wasn't I better then... Why now...

Things would be a lot better if I was better then, but whatever, I'll have to continue with this life and answer these questions later.

TBO 2.0 anyone? Pfft what a silly idea, unless...

Ngl, I went crazy in this match, like yo...
One-tapped two people with just sniping >w<"

I had a great time at TBO this weekend! I thank you @psfurmeets.bsky.social for such a great time!

I appreciate my panel "Emotion and Motivation" was accepted, and was the first panel of this event! It went great! Positive feedback with a lot of inspired furs.

We cooked, we served, and delivered!

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I am fucked up... I'm having an episode so bad, I can barely stand and feel I am falling to the floor.

I dunno for how long I can live with this, even with meds & therapy, it's hell. I've a lot of remorse, disgust, & hatred against myself.

My life is not worth the risk, let me try to end it here.

I struggle with many mental issues. Often leads me to be jealous, passive-aggressive, delusional, hear bad thoughts

However, I feel jealous of my own friends because they have their group of friends, community, or just a great person in their life.

I want to feel like people give a shit 'bout me.

Thought of sharing this lil clip. Goal Save converted into a goal of my own!

What am I doing? I am just hanging around 😁

Actually, I should've thought of a flyer for my panel. Unfortunately, I don't know art, just some basic Photoshop skills.

I dunno how many people to expect, maybe less than 10 for my con panel Q_Q

The main reason I get upset about an artist promoting themselves in my DMs is because I assume it is to be friends, ask me something, or/and need something like comfort and advice when I get a DM.

If we arent buddies and you promote yourself in my DMs for commissions, I won't do it.

I was watching something last night lol

There's no day I don't feel remorse. Do believe, I'm always bothered by past demons.

Only if I listened, only if I self-controlled then, if I didn't have these mental issues...

I thought I was helping, that I was being mindful, that I was doing the right... Reality is, I only made things worse.

You already saw this if you got my telegram. But seriously, what happened here Q_Q

I feel the anxiety and distress taking a grip on me. Past memories that still haunt me to this day.

Thankfully, therapy has helped recently. Regardless, I have my moments where I cry. Hopefully that heals with time and patience.

I love messing around with this little game, quite chill and entertaining.

Um, A very interesting Police Cruiser in my dashcam
(Excuse my poor editing skills lmao)

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'Cause Every night, I will save your life. 'Cause Every Night, I will be with you <3

Without further ado, Tbo wishes to show you all the schedule for THE BIG ONE. Join us May 3rd and 4th for a fun time put together by the community and locals here in NJ. More info to come, any updates will be posted here as well.

So, um... About this...

My decision is to send myself straight to hell ⚰️🔥

I felt to do some photography of my car, and took this pictures ^w^ ⭐⭐⭐

No, I don't think I will

I have a theory

I really really love my University Professors <3