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Syd | Gay fanfic writer (ao3 linked in linktree) | he/him πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ | autistic | 26 | Astarion enjoyer | ask me about my tav Alister❀️ | πŸ”ž | icon by @ninanirina.bsky.social banner by @gaydotgov.bsky.social https://linktr.ee/tboyidiot

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#GrandRevel #tavqotd

Alister finds plenty of men sexually attractive, but he doesn’t really crush. Romantic attraction isn’t something he ever allowed himself to feel. Falling for Astarion was a complete accident, and the crushing phase was kinda awkward considering they were regularly fuckingπŸ˜‚

01.03.2026 22:40 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

couple, my boys end up pretty co-dependent. They rely on each other for mental stability, and would not survive long without being together. It’s a bit of a toxic dynamic, but they’re able to nearly always be together, and eventually achieve mutual immortality, so they’ll never work on fixing that

01.03.2026 17:19 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

I like to imagine Alister as the Lucifer of LiΓ¨ge. Aside from the obvious (wings, devil), I think the sad expression/vibes, plus the chains (though they’re metaphorical in Alister’s life) really fit for my boy.

❀️For Alister and Astarion, I like The Kiss by Edvard Munch. As +

01.03.2026 17:19 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Rent’s short by $100 so if anyone would like their own little buddy πŸ₯Ί!!

26.02.2026 17:32 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 12    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 2

whole heartedly supports this belief in every way he can, usually by physically and financially supporting efforts for Astarion to gain as much freedom from has past as he personally wants (ie going on a years long quest to find a way for him to be in the sun again)

26.02.2026 17:40 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

doesn’t just believe that he designs the best men’s clothing in all of FaerΗ”n, he knows it, and is happy to remind himself and everyone around him of that.

❀️Though it often gets buried under his insecurities and feelings of being unlovable, Astarion does believe that he deserves freedom. Alister +

26.02.2026 17:40 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

Unfortunately, the personal beliefs that Alister nourishes the most are negative ones, especially that he’s an unlovable monster. He doesn’t mean to, but he’s naturally a bit self destructive (though this gets a bit better after meeting Astarion and co). For positive ones, he +

26.02.2026 17:40 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

direction, reminders of Cazador insure rage and fear in him, and he often needs to be consoled and comforted in order to calm down.

25.02.2026 16:05 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

over, but if he sees the man, the man’s family, or even just the man’s name, Alister will go into full panic mode and be unable to hide it.

❀️Astarion has a similar experience. Genuine affection isn’t something he’s experienced in a long time, so it can easily make him tear up. In the opposite+

25.02.2026 16:05 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd
CW: SA
Any genuine affection thrown his way can make Alister emotional, though he’s able to hide it depending on the level of affection. Something that will break him no matter what though is being faced with a direct reminder of his past SA. It’s something he thought he was +

25.02.2026 16:05 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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24.02.2026 18:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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two cartoon turtles are eating sandwiches and drinking beer with the words party hard written on the bottom Alt: two squirtles are eating sandwiches and drinking beer with the words party hard written on the bottom

Wishing a very happy birthday to my amazing boyfriend @pickleplop.bsky.social πŸŽ‰πŸ₯³β€οΈ

24.02.2026 18:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

They’re like a m/f pair of Smyrna fig trees. One can live without the other, but they can’t thrive and flower unless they’re together.

❀️In a similar vain, they’re peanut butter and jelly. Kinda meh if that’s the only thing in your sandwich, but great together

24.02.2026 16:03 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

self-deprecating narcissism, which helps him to be able to understand Alister better. He also enjoys criticizing other people, so the two do it together as a fun little couples activity

23.02.2026 18:00 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

For a minor one, Alister can be overly critical, and isn’t afraid of saying said criticisms aloud when it comes to other people’s fashion choices. Major, he’s a bit of a narcissist, mostly in a way that hurts himself ironically enough.

❀️ Astarion has a similar +

23.02.2026 18:00 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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Alister would fit right in in the Devil Wears PradaπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

❀️I’m coming up blank, so I’m open to suggestions, haha

22.02.2026 23:19 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

❀️For most of them, Alister inspires them to live as their authentic selves no matter what society thinks, and to never hide the parts of them that make them who they are

22.02.2026 23:16 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

In art, Alister takes his inspiration from nature and the stars, as well as from popular fashion trends. In life, not much until he met Astarion and the rest of the crew. Their struggles to face their pasts and become their own person inspired him to finally do the same.

22.02.2026 23:16 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Love itπŸ˜‚

20.02.2026 17:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

doing small things with his hands any time he’s bored. Tapping his claws, knife tricks, fuzzing with his hair, etc. Alister usually finds this to be cute, but when he’s trying to concentrate on something it becomes annoyingπŸ˜‚

20.02.2026 17:06 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

into his room and take away things he loved when he wasn’t home. Now he doesn’t deny himself any little trinket he wants, and keeps almost all of them close to his person in a bag of holding. The not eating started as a β€œdiet”, then sort of just got worse from there.

❀️Astarion has a habit of +

20.02.2026 17:06 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd
CW: ED
Alister has a habit of collecting (hoarding) things, especially jewelry, fabrics, threads, and plushies. He also very frequently forgets to eat, usually only having one small meal a day plus some wine. The hoarding probably stems from his childhood, when his parents +

20.02.2026 17:06 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

What does it say for druid?πŸ‘€

20.02.2026 16:47 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Default durge + a tail, haha. Though I’d be open to it being any male redeemed durge

20.02.2026 16:35 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

He would fit so well with their whole β€œmonsters learning they deserve love” thing

20.02.2026 05:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

would be a Karlach x Wyll x Gale throuple so that he could visit them all at onceπŸ˜‚

20.02.2026 04:43 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

Not really either of their ideal, but I think an Alister x Astarion x redeemed default Durge throuple would be very cute❀️. One of these days I’ll make a proper au of it

❀️All Alister wants is for his friends to be happy, whoever that be with. Though if he could choose, there+

20.02.2026 04:43 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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Due to a sudden move, i'll have to pitch in with both expenses and the final rent so if anyone's interested in a custom charm from me, they're still going strong!!
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18.02.2026 21:44 β€” πŸ‘ 13    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

#GrandRevel #tavqotd

Am old fashioned made with spiced whisky. It’s something thats fancy and sophisticated, with an initial bitter flavor, but it eventually becomes sweet.

❀️ Red wine and dark chocolate, mostly just for the aestheticsπŸ˜‚

18.02.2026 15:43 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0