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i have no explanation for 3 sets of pink green hets

tfw looking through old high school blog posts and you can see the very moment in 2009 where i discover vocalo

冬の亥清
#アイナナ_FA

#cynthechair shibaken got me crying

#cynkaisr i miss jiaoqiu

#cynnd i look back at everything and vocalo really just means so much to me aaaaaaaa 😭😭😭

#cynnd im going to explode of excitement

you don't have to put on blackface to get social media attention. you can simply develop mild depression, join a menswear forum, spend the next 15 years arguing about pants, and then weaponize the knowledge against your enemies on social media.

#cynsekai bad dogs call boy got its claws in my brain damn

#cynthechair im literally reuniting on tumblr with friends i haven't spoken to in 10 years

#cynthechair insane to see how a dormant fandom resurrects itself over a panel and a gigantic lore drop we've waited 14 years for

#cynkaisr i can see what they potentially want to do with her character but the way it's all been done sucks so bad jesus

Never kill yourself your favorite characters could suddenly get new canon content 11 years after the book's publication it happened to me

Don't worry now, I won't leave.

Artist: @solacie.bsky.social

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#Mozeqiu #Jiaoze

[hsr] // only as i always have // phainaxa, m, 1.8k.

shf au :')

#fic

archiveofourown.org/works/73208406

good: they were not mistranslations
bad: nobody talks like that

what i want to say is out there there are posts of mine with clunky af translations that make me shudder to read. the worst part is that they have thousands of reblogs on them. my god

"this is cringe" sure, it might be, but I'm having fun in my 30s, reclaiming the whimsy my younger self had and enjoying it in my adulthood.

find that energy, nothing's stopping you. but don't shit on people who already have it just because you haven't found yours yet.

growth means looking back at your old work and being amazed at how far you've come ever since

it also means cringing like HELL every time you see said work

feeling horrified

you know when u look into all ur childhood influences and realise they probably did factor into your personality

tfw into the enneagram rabbit hole again and getting reminded that i have so many internal contradictions

#gencyn everyone is zooming in on the yuri but her drip marketing blurb is giving me a huge emotion

#cynkaisr finally playing the dromas event and i am going to EXPLODE

I need to make something. Anything.

#cynnd 2018 vocalo goes crazy all the P's were out for blood that year istfg the list of songs from that year is on the levels of 黎明期 legendary

you don't need to be talented. you need to be stubborn.

byaren driving me crazy multiple times in a single year. who am I #cynigami

#cynsekai after so long i continue to be mindblown whenever i listen to kashika

#cynnd the lyrics are so simple but theyre so DEVASTATING