Natalie 🕸️

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Fun hobbies to get into as a teenage girl in her 20s: cultivating endangered species for magic (blue lotus) demonic evocations, drawing down the cosmic spheres, mummifying roadkill, obsession with greco-roman paganism, fuck around and find out with ancient gods (greek magical papyri)

they invented reality tv

love to me is just being seen, understood and accepted regardless of everything

unfortunately i can't be nonchalant about anything. everything is deep, everything has meaning. even something as simple as making breakfast or going for a walk becomes so fucking beautiful when you see life in its entirety. I'm glad i almost died so i can see the beauty in the everyday

I descend from generations of people with something wrong with them

medieval tapestry painting featuring bloodletting. 2 people. 1 removing blood from the other

getting my microplastics removed

im back 2 dating around again

I yearn to be loved so much; just as much as I’d love back. I crave for love more than anything in any form.

just copped this ultra rare labubu

worst part about being a femme in academia is that you'll have male students steal ur work and use it to get 100x more credit and profit than you'll ever see simply bc they're men

is it a manic episode or divine inspiration

idk what it is w gen z being so puritanically obsessed with finding a reason to hate someone just because they don't like them, like they gotta justify it somehow. its fandom discourse on real people now x1000000

Wait omg can I use one of these photos to insert in the Nosferatu vid where u mention showing ur own altars?! It’s so cute!!

what point is success when i have no one to share it with

be warned, with the current rise in purity culture alongside conservativism, they are going to start labeling LGBT ppl, women who don't fit heteronormative standards, or anyone expressing sexuality as "perverted" or "immoral, dusgusting" even "predatory." We are witnessing a major cultural shift

I was LITERALLY just talking to my friend about this bc I had remembered!!

As someone who’s literally only minutes away from LA… it’s been insane.

lesbians "I'm evil"

"why are u so mean"

me

smoking a pipe after a ritual in my robes making me feel like Gandalf

"lol magic is a joke it's just kids putting shit in jars" meanwhile:

i told you i was insane dont start gettin mad now

is it me or my disturbing obsession with the occult and ancient phatasms

this is the vibe i bring to the function

intimidating and off putting is how i pull up to the function

im a misandrist, i am a satanist, a filthy hedonistic sinner and i fucking love it. i am the lesson the ignorant need to face

my philosophy is being filthy, profane, and divine actually