JP

Stop lying Jack

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Asslong tongue with a Vee

The problem is that I either have or suspect I have. Idk I’m just paranoid

I feel ok today. I think things are getting better. And I mean that this time. I wish I hadn’t lied to myself and others for so long about getting better. All it did is make them skeptical. My only option now is to prove myself. Still I need professional help and support to get myself back to normal

Having some mental clarity helps to think better about everything and break it down, not be so impulsive and emotionally raw

And that’s for my sake and everyone else’s

I been whining to the few friends I still speak to and I just feel bad about it now. I’m not getting angry or frustrated anymore, I’m just upset and unstable. I break down easily. I suppose for now I can post on here. I don’t want people I don’t talk to reaching out. I’m keeping it all limited

Why is this so hard now?????

Struggling to get the help I need and my mother has been in the hospital so I been looking after her. Please god let me get assistance soon, I’m scared

I’m checking myself into a mental health facility for the foreseeable future. I can’t guarantee you’ll ever hear from me again. I think it’s best if I don’t come back. As it stands, this is goodbye for good. I’m sorry for everything

Well, night everyone. Hopefully tomorrow is better

I’m going to take a breather. I overdone it again. It’s my fault. I’m not going to do anything stupid or dangerous, nor am I going to hurt myself. Let’s make that clear. I just need to rest my mind for a bit and put my phone away. If you need me, write to me. I’ll look at it later. God help me.

I got upset earlier. I still feel bad for how I treated them. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick. I couldn’t help but cry. I never want to be like that again. Not to the ones I love most. You know who you are, and I love you so so much

Silly buggers, the pair of them. But I love them all the same

*goes to bed*

I’m a flannel guy now lol

Got up to pee and everything started spinning

Don’t rush things, sometimes it just takes some time, maybe even a lot of time. Don’t despair, don’t give up, patience is a virtue

Don’t be afraid to reach out to me, I’m more than happy to chat ^^

I am disappointed with how I handed things but I know better now. I’m not going to sabotage my own happiness, or my relationships. I feel like I been given a second chance to do it right

I mean this from the bottom of my heart, I’m not doing too badly right now. I’m in a good place. I rode the storm and came out the other end stronger than ever. It was a very dark month for me but I’m past it now. I want to get on with things now with a newfound confidence ^^

Thank you guys sm

TADC: Ragatha 's Swimsuit (Normal or Thicc)

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Un dibujo en tradicional de Dorian 🤘😈🤘

#art #Traditionalart #originalart #Rock #Oc

Mine is random every time

Sealed With A Kiss

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I was starting to get blue in the face 🫩

Gonna try and sleep

Ok, yeah doing that out of the blue is wow