Rawific

I'm so fucking proud of you

My mindset has also shifted from wanting to be the centre of attention. Writing posts and shouting into the internet void isn't what I want anymore and it's very freeing. The only reason I thought it was prudent to post this is to clarify why I've been inconsistent recently.

my enthusiasm for social media and content creation is almost non-existent right now. My favourite platform to check is fucking linkedin.

Twitch is something I'm passionate about, but once I'm done with focusing on studying, I need to rethink what my goals are with it because I'm stagnant currently

Still in disbelief that I waited 2 months for therapy just for it to be a triage call to confirm that I've scored for severe depression and anxiety, just to be whacked back on a other waiting list

Thank you, I appreciate it ♥

I had the CEO of the company I've been working for call me up in our end of year all staff meeting to praise me for being a new person with a big influence in the team that I'm now in, making a difference in the business; and I felt absolutely fuck all.

So I've just cancelled all my Christmas plans. No family, no presents, just me watching my cat quickly deteriorating from cancer.

Feliz Navidad 🎄

Life is at the lowest point it has ever been but atleast I got asked for ID you get me 💅

2025 I will sort my life out, on god

was having a proper sad drunk night and then rewatched the tiktoks I've posted and it cheered me up, I need to post more there. Not even for content reasons, but just to have a log of good memories from twitch

smash

not the bluesky bots :(

I know how to deal with being a streamer with no viewers starting off, I also know how to deal with being a streamer getting some traction

But I have no idea how to deal with being a streamer who dropped off trying to rebuild, forever comparing against the past

How do

most exciting thing in my life to look forward to is spotify wrapped, I am in shambles

WHAT A STEAL

respectfully what the fuck am I doing with my life

bluesky feels so much more fluid, I need to have a night going through twitter followers to see how many have accounts here

it's my massive tits hell yeah

@elnari.bsky.social games soon? 👉🏻👈🏻

what are posts called here? banger cloud babe like and reskied

it’s legal to call him a pedophile here

I've realised tweeting my bluesky account was futile because I've got 0 reach there anymore because of it's shitty algorithm hahaha that's shocking

YOOOOO BROOOOOOOO