Nyuudles

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finalizing and lettering done for this cover page🙏

Blaidd’s Blade 🗡️

the cake!?!?!?

BANANA SLIPPED 🍌 KYAAAAA 💦

>:((

it really does 😭🙏🙏 to the point where I double tap whenever i do thumbnailing on paper

Ty all again for the lovely comments, I really do appreciate them. even when it gets hard for me to accept them at times 😬💦

So I can look back at it all and laugh at how I used to think 🥰🙏. And still have some fun seeing my ocs interact in their environments.

But yes, these short comics are just me having fun and letting go of old feelings. So that I can keep making more art again 🙏.

And that would lead to the massive burnouts every time I finish a piece. Because my first instinct in my brain would be that something horrible will happen to me once I finish something. But no more of that! IM TIRED👹👹👹 I'm drawing those feelings into a comic-

Hoping that self deprecation would keep my life in balance, and I can keep my friends and still enjoy going out and drinking milk tea, and watching movies like we often used to. But that inner voice tends to go haywire as I got older 🫠. My brain then would think that I will never be enough-

for example: If I get complimented in school for making pretty roses, a friend of mine eventually hates me and calls me a fraud. Or when I got accepted to an art school, my closest friend would change and start to be rude to me, etc. So I developed an inner voice to never believe in compliments-

For some context, I'm very grateful whenever someone compliments my work. As a kid, whenever I got complimented for doing something good, it always follows up with something bad right after. As someone who likes picking up on patterns, you can see where this will go for my thought process 🥹🙏 -

alkjdkjad I still reminisce making that comic, I was watching queen's gambit while finishing that up during christmas-y time 🥹🙏. I still watch that series whenever I need a pick me up.

oh woww I still miss those earlier times before I went to art school 🥹🙏, but I'm also glad I grew up and mellowed out lol. Ty for still following me for all these years 🫶

>:OO

That's very sweet in a non parasocial way! 😀
I have my therapy, friends, and my ocs to help me when times a rough 🙏. As long as I keep getting back up, I'll still keep drawing 🥰🙏👹👹👹

kokuuu 🫂🥹

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Insecurity

The new manes for charrs are such a blessing 😭🫰

🥰🫰 itadakimasu

Or like when you make jam and you try to taste your way until it’s just right. And then you add some lemon juice in the end to balance it out? It’s kind of like that if that makes sense 🥹🙏🙏

Dibuuu tyy 🥹🫶 I think of sweet treats and candies to eat whenever I choose colors

I was very happy with the line art for this card ^^ maybe I’ll eventually be confident enough to try making a comic in just black and white in the future

So much nut in November :v

lmao 😭

As Cashmere abuses the undo action on his favorite painting software, Velvet sneaks up behind him. Calmly persuading Cashmere to let go of his impossibly perfectionistic delusions.

Sometimes you even have your own ocs be done with your undoing shenanigans 🥹🫶

Here’s one with Velvet persuading Cashmere to not be a perfectionist

I’m coping thats partly from the smoothing 🥹 i’ll still be looking at a closer eye when I have the chance to test it out in next year’s lightbox expo

Oh god… this might tempt me to move back to wacom 😬😬 (I have a bunch of wires hidden under my desk for my cintiq 13 pro)