countess

Anyway should i dm them even though im afraid of bothering them

sometimes i do wonder if im subconsciously making all of this up. because how everyone else can dismiss it i have no idea unless its actually fake.

and yeah, they pretty much treat me like a hypochondriac little girl who's looking for something to be wrong with them

i haven't. ive been trying to get into one but i just can't prove to my pcp that ive been having seizures almost every day

thank you. its just a matter of finding a doctor that will finally take me seriously.

being undiagnosed and not having any answers definitely makes things harder to talk about too. because "Oh this thing happens to me a lot and it really hurts me and sucks but i still don't know why" just sounds so fake and stupid.

i havent been talking about it as much because it's the same shit every day and it gets really redundant to complain about the same thing all the time, but that doesnt mean im not still struggling. today has been a horrible pain and symptom day for me but again, its useless to complain atp

engagement bait lololol
1 like = 1 twst headcanon

im getting back into twst slowly i think bear with me

fukukitaru definitely has bpd

that reminds me i haven't gone to see cute barista in a while. maybe that will cure me

i miss my friend

i am writing yet another heavily self indulgent and projecting ridoace fic for the collection

when is there not a canon character event happening to me

apologies for the inactivity (again) ive been having a lot of Issues with my health ever since the trip and im about to be working for five days in a row so yay me

3 more weeks until i go to germanyyyy

YIPPEEE HI IM THERE

working 😭

finally home. im so exhausted and i missed my furry little son

if i complain of pain or a flare-up in the next few days remind me i spent the past 2 days walking a lot and exerting myself so it's my fault

and this one's from yesterday. i am cooked

me want more movie (i watched twst)

im so not gonna be normal when i watch it later

my joints are gonna hate me

i thought i was gonna die when i tried those wings...

It's here! The first day of #rarepairhalloween week!

The first prompt "The witching hour" inspired me to do something witchy, and I'm happy to give my #tsumaday boys the honor of kicking it off.👑🐉
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#MalVil #MalleVil #マレヴィル

my silly lil wip Ita bag is coming with me

up at the buttcrack of dawn 😭 but im heading to epcot for a few days so that's cool!

to make up for the inactivity recently here's a sleeping picture of my son

2 i guess