tom

this is why the whole “oh, suffering creates great art” thing is bullshit

you know what’s conducive to art? a roof over your head and food on the table

you know what isn’t? stressing out over where the fuck the rent money is going to come from

shit really just spirals out of control sometimes if you let it

absolutely nothing has progressed and nothing has been learned. period. completely. dont ask me weird things like that

imagine picking a rivalry with earthworm Jim, and holy shit, that would not fly in any period after it's printing

I remember seeing this jazz school wiz shred teen town, a song I could play 10% as fast and confidently, and promptly quit bass. luckily it got me to focus on piano, which led to me peaking at piano and singing and actually recording it, so it's not a big deal, but damn is playing bass fun

I gotta get better at bass guitar

be as territorial as possible

call in the dancing catboys or else, I refuse to show. I'm not even mad

people want to treat you like someone who doesn't care about their own mental health while they humiliate you and fuck up your mental health

yea man, I took jeux deau classes as a kid

chapter 3: let's teach you some ravel, it's time for ravellian harmony from the get go

chapter 2: exact manuscript of the white slavers banning syncopation and any sense of rhythm part in the j dilla book I read a little of fuck man I already sound like George lucas and it's just chapter 2 how am I gonna write this theory book

im going on hiatus on self defeating personality, people take advantage of you like that

i think trying to wage war on mentally ill people should be seen as shameful, and if youre mentally ill, i right here, right now, give you a free pass to forget about people like that

dr weirdlove or how I learned to love the 6 7

add tension, and then the melody kicks in. there's probably some sampling involved come to think of it. melody is non functional. that's all I remember

fuck I lost my next post but it was dumb anyway. the high pitches are probably on a weak beat of the last bar, and on the one of the first. the different sounds sound like a whole buncha 16th notes, and are probably just some magic shit with pitch filters and lfo. there's some one note melodies that

i don't use max, but I will avoid mentioning the gear. there's probably info out there about how untilted was made that isn't "they just wigged out in max msp." but I don't know any of it. there's some higher pitches at some sort of pickup note point in the intro loop.

some kind of chain of random atonal pitches. possibly micro sampled. possibly not and maybe it's many different little patches triggering. next level of acid. no actual percussion elements, just synth. as opposed to shit like augmatic disport, where I'm gonna assume it's samples

YouTube video by Autechre - Topic The Trees

youtu.be/Q3k9xc4it6A?... im gonna talk about this song from memory

man this Christmas was a good christmas

planning on buying a book on HR

www.youtube.com/watch?v=SP4u...

there's always this dramatic contrast of what gets popular and what I think is my best work

shits just frustrating and confusing and I don't get why people don't like the shit I make

i think having to get hyper specific about scenes to have value is lame, I think jazz sense is oft coveted, and music shouldn't be thought of in terms of being either jazz or not jazz. shouldn't have to require it, shouldn't have to be without it

i also don't like lumping in pilotredsun and my personal goat Koronba into the scene too, if we honestly want to quantify it as a communal thing, they ain't involved with us, contemporaneously or as being in a friend group. maybe they'd like it, I dunno. feels wrong tho

I kinda don't wanna be called a digifu artist, I think it'd be missing the point. i definitely resonated with the idea of it when I started out, I guess I'm very online like most other digifu people. people say it's tender and nice or that it's soundfont based or that it's jazzy synth, not me tho

is christmas depression cure?!, by crazygoji 4 track album

here's the finished single, slapped on some extra stuff too, guess it's an ep now. not as fun as a single. has zero chiptune elements (except ym2612 bass) and it's all the better for it that way. #christmasmusic
crazygoji.bandcamp.com/album/is-chr...

today's the day 🫶🏼
#20november