idiot

In public today trying to put human face on

ohhhHHHGG OHH WWRRFFFF

I need to start doing coke and then die in a Miami stripclub

I should not be allowed out of the house

me when I die and roll in a ball and never talk to anyone ever again and burn in the firey pits of hell because I can

UPPERS UPPERS UPPERS UPPERS

I’m stuck in a foothold trap that I set myself.

wolf that self sabotages everything it touches

so isolated all the time it fucking sucks but I do this 2 myself

Wrrhhfff love this idea

I am going crazy blah rrhhhwww eehhhgggg

not going in the woods again for awhile

I do the locking myself in the basement bathroom strat

yeah. It’s an instinctual thing I feel, for me at least. I have a longing and a disgust for myself at the same time

I will never live a day in my life and not be in pain

it is a curse for a reason. This is used historically as a punishment for a reason.

I see others trying to induce shifting/lycanthropy and as good as it sounds from an outside perspective, I would not wish this on anyone.

need like a support group or something atp bc it’s going far n getting worse lmao fuck my life

it’s big enough to break the bathroom door but it doesn’t but it’s me

Reality is scary I don’t want to face that this is real. I actually remember this time. I remember. That fucking scares me

genuinely don’t know long I can hold on for

why would anyone want this

that was the most pain I have ever been in my entire life

it’s starting going offline now g night and keep me in ur thoughts lmao

awwgfhhhaarrwwheeewwrrp

therianthropy day n I haven’t done jack shit bc it falls on the moon oops

nvm I went but I am dead rn

it’s been on my list for a hot minute

Also ruffland kennels but I can’t even afford one for my service dog atp

wags tail