Sammy💙💛🦝

Because i fought tooth and nail for this life and I wouldn't let my tormentors kill my spirit, I wouldn't let a "friend" do it

As a survivor of sexual exploitation for over half my life, anything to downplay my survival is pissing on my life. I'm glad those people chose to see their way out. I came through hell to get here and I'll be damned before i downplay my own terror.

I had a "friend" tell me once that i don't have autism or ptsd, that i have cptsd, due to my childhood trauma.

May i say unfortunately for the people who wish for my failure OR my revelation, I am autistic, and i do have cptsd as well as ptsd.

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my kids learning about mimiku's lore, "atleast this is the only sad backstory in pokemon, right?"
me:....

I am the 1%! (of people effected by Hemiplegic Migraines) ;)

#satire #survivor

I remember, as a kid, seeing this guy with a bumper sticker that said, "I am the 1%". At the time i asked my grandfather what that meant, my grandfather told me it meant, "don't talk to that guy" lmao.

My insane brain now wants to post this satirical post:

"transporting the children is called parenting" -family court judge. rude.

There have not been a lot of thoughts in my head lately

What a horrible day to have flare ups

R.I.P. Cloudstone and Clicker Heroes 2 :/
Playsaurus could do better

YouTube video by Candi Carpenter Candi Carpenter x Kalie Shorr - I Didn't Die (Visualizer)

i may not be a girl, but im still that bitch ;)

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Fuck you the american god - candi carpenter <3

YouTube video by Candi Carpenter Candi Carpenter - Memento Mori (Visualizer)

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YouTube video by MusicOnly Chris Brown - Look at Me Now (Lyrics) ft. Lil Wayne, Busta Rhymes

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This isn't about porn or gooner brain or whatever, it's not even about looks, this is about power. They don't want to see beautiful women, they want all women in media to be nothing but objects for the pleasure of (white) men.

Idk what to call this but i love it lol

Today has been the biggest struggle

And im not giving up.

Honestly I'm grateful for having seen it, and others...

If it weren't for these graphic, represrentations of evil... At an impressionable age, i might have fallen victim to the cult that my bio father tried so hard to conform me to.
#america #wwII #schindlerslist #cult #trauma

Watching schindler's list.

I mourn the childhood i never had for so many reasons... But my bio-father made me watch many hard, emotional movies, for a child who ran away at 14...

I never knew this was the lightest trauma i had endured, I didn't even know it was trauma.

Just spent an hour reading through Saturn V documents... i don't want to read anymore, may i be illiterate by choice now?
#satire

but I've never believed the lies I've been told by the people who wish to see harm to minorities. I just feelin some type a way.

I feel so strong for my black brothers and sisters in this god forsaken country. I think of my own roots even with my pale ass skin, my friends and loved ones growing up i never got why there is so much hate here,

*i'm turning 30

i turn 30 in 47 days...
i will be doing a parody of "I'm turning 20" by Bo Burnham.
stand by...

Lemonbalm oil would cure covid.

#satire

The "melting pot" is a stew of white supremacist shit, and always has been a trap for those seeking refuge so the rich can rule.
#eattherich #meltthepot

What i was lead to believe was that, that flag
meant resistance! That flag meant Rights for those under oppression, and instead its just another "symbol".
The America i was lead to believe and lead to uphold as a child.. i learned never existed by the age of 8.

We don't live in the America i was raised to believe it is.
The values have never been equal nor equitable...
it has NEVER been great.
its disheartening when you see people, who would rather see someone "die" than to love them, have a "don't tread on me" flag.. etc.

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They took my gender AND my goodbyes??? What is this world coming to!! XD