DNDDawn's Mental

i have no one to talk to about my mental issues. honestly, been thinking about therapy but also just, i don't think it's for me. it could help, but how much is it really going to help in the long run?

i wish it wasn't such a gamble, either. i just feel like i might get the wrong one which sours it.

i have no one to talk to about my mental issues. honestly, been thinking about therapy but also just, i don't think it's for me. it could help, but how much is it really going to help in the long run?

i wish it wasn't such a gamble, either. i just feel like i might get the wrong one which sours it.

it feels like no matter how early i put myself in bed, i never get to actually sleep till like, half an hour to an hour later. is that normal? hell if i know.

i wish i could pass out for a month and catch up on all the sleep i've missed so far. and even then, i think i'd need an extra one or two months on top of that one month.

i'm so fucking exhausted every day, waking up is a pain, sleeping on time is impossible unless i'm about to pass out.

i wish i could pass out for a month and catch up on all the sleep i've missed so far. and even then, i think i'd need an extra one or two months on top of that one month.

i'm so fucking exhausted every day, waking up is a pain, sleeping on time is impossible unless i'm about to pass out.

this sort of shit is my trigger, especially from my past where guilt tripping had been the main reason i listened, because i felt bad, i hate it when people try to guilt trip me--same thing happened last year, albeit to a lesser degree. my teacher does it at least three times a week, i swear to god.

good god do i hate my first period teacher. she spends fifteen minutes guilt tripping my class and i about making doctor appointments and sending her son via taxi.

she also tells us we're not "respecting her time" when she's not respecting ours either, and she tells us we have bad time management.

i feel like, out of all my peers, friends, and partners, i get the least affirmation for the things i do.

i'm not asking for constant affirmation, but some is appreciated.

this may also tie in to my sense of relief after finishing something, and not feel proud of myself for finishing it.

only reason i don't ask for affirmation is not because i'm worried people will find it weird, but because i'm afraid people will be a little overindulgent about affirming me and my actions.

i don't mind being treated like a baby occasionally (especially when asked), but certainly not all the time.

good god do i hate my first period teacher. she spends fifteen minutes guilt tripping my class and i about making doctor appointments and sending her son via taxi.

she also tells us we're not "respecting her time" when she's not respecting ours either, and she tells us we have bad time management.

i feel like, out of all my peers, friends, and partners, i get the least affirmation for the things i do.

i'm not asking for constant affirmation, but some is appreciated.

this may also tie in to my sense of relief after finishing something, and not feel proud of myself for finishing it.