Sneakyyyyy

Sorry if you did want to read more of Topaz. Sorry if you did want to see more work from me. I just don't think I'm capable of following through

I haven't drawn in months and my life has not changed for better or for worse so I genuinely just do not see the point of continuing down this path

I think I'd probably be happier if I never pursued art. I have nothing to add to the world. I'm not good enough at either art or writing to justify the amount of work I've put into the craft. Like decades of effort for mediocre output

Trying to like. Come up with a valid reason to not give up on art and storytelling as a whole and I can't

Pizza with a caramelized onion sauce, beets, goat cheese, and balsamic glaze

We're also making pizza tonight so I'm just looking forward to the future. Have a camping trip later this month too with some friends.... Life is worth living....!

Nirvana Initiative: complete complicated feelings on it still. Could have been SO much more than it was. Now onto 999, which I don't think I played since I was 14 so I'm excited to go back to it

i never really understand the talk about "no skip albums" because like. that's most albums i listen to lol. if i'm listening to an album i want to listen to the whole thing as a piece of art start to finish. every track is there for a reason

You CANNOT SLEEP

The SMELL OF ROT PERVADES

Guy on the bus today: I'm making six jelly sandwiches. No peanut butter. I'm staying up all night

Really good book btw unspeakably horrible things happen in a very mundane way. Read it all in one sitting bc I couldn't tear myself away

Felt so unbelievably shitty these past few days but I read a book (Earthlings by Sayaka Murata) and now I'm going out for ice cream with bf. Things are looking up

hi. im about to be homeless again. getting kicked out after breaking up after Ive been experiencing ongoing emotional and verbal abuse DV.

this is not a joke

dont really wanna go into it

losing my home again

donate:

Sorryyyyyy bleehhhh :P

Max and I, completely delirious, saying "fuck yeah, my yummy" back and forth to each other

Five times now

Hey what the fuck is that link

First three times were because the recipe I was using was off. Last one idk what happened

Fucked up making caramel FOUR times today should I end it all?

Maybe there allgeric to tagoballs maybe there ageric to gagobears *Maybe they are allergic to taco bell

Order your Faves on my Digital Cookie Site Today That's right! You can order your favorite Girl Scout Cookies from me online, all while helping my troop and I do great things in our community and beyond! Check it out.

So there's a black girl scout troop trying to raise money to to to Europe but they aren't close to their goal as of yet. Please share this and buy some cookies if you can

digitalcookie.girlscouts.org/scout/reagan...

Went to the aquarium. Here's a fish in another fishes butthole

PSA for Discord's new age verification!

If you get hit by it and refuse to give them any ID or face scans as you should, here's a way to just... bypass it.

Go to Settings - Family Centre and then just enter a date of birth that's 18+

It's really that simple. Give them nothing.

*has done nothing all day* I deserve a nap

Part of this IS struggling with a short attention span but also like. I can read a book. I can listen to a podcast. For some reason watching a show or a movie is genuinely exhausting. I can't watch more than maybe two hours of something without needing to go to bed

You have to SEE and LISTEN to something? At the same time? How does the thought of that not exhaust everyone. Why am I the only person

I don't understand the concept of watching something like a tv show casually. How does that not take up significant mental effort no matter what it is

Max last night asked me: "When you want to put on something to watch that doesn't take a lot of mental effort, what do you watch?" I think a question mark physically appeared over my head