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also the girls in his videos, are they okayyyy????? cz alot of them are usually weird as fuck and would be so fucking mean like ?????

vlad ncl's stronger than me cz the way id be gagging in these guys' faces 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

TUMMY!!!!! HURTS!!!!!

i dont see the point of me holding onto things. id burn that shit, but why burn it when i can get money for it.

im so sad my fave fuzzy sweater has stains from fuck knows what and it wouldnt come offffff. tbf, it was like that for a while and idkkkkk why couldnt it be on something i didnt love wtf 💔💔💔💔💔💔

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO LET GO OF STUFF???!!! LIKE BABES YOU DONT NEED THOSE OLD JEANS. YOUR HIPS CANT EVEN FIT IN THEM ANYMORE. WHY ARE YOU HOLDING ONTO THEM FOR???? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE????!!!!???!!!

salivating 😩🤤

i willl, thank youuu 🥹🫶🏻 FRRRR. i always felt like it was big too so sometimes its like hard to swallow 💀 and im deff not splitting that shit in half cz of the bitterness lol SAME. thats what the dr gave me last time. think it was tiny as well 🤣 thank youuuu, hope it stays that way 💀

ordered baked rice and apple juice for lunch

those kinds of things yk. i dont feel like im good at alot of things but those are some of the things i held onto.

my english teachers telling me they loved my essays and that they trusted me w grading my classmates' papers, etc. i remember one of them was surprised about my writing and he said in front of the whole class that he didnt expect that at all cz i sat at the back and was always so quiet 🤣💀

that time someone tagged me in a christmas post w their favourite artists, writers, poets (they tagged me under their fave poets 🥹🫶🏻), etc and ive never gotten anything like that before and it made me so happy like what 🥹🥹🥹 didnt expect that at all 🥹🫶🏻,

so that must mean people like it and they relate it to it but im still too shy 🤣🤣🤣🤣 but idk i just keep overthinking about it 🫠 like at some point i felt like it was really bad that i wanted to scrap the whole idea altogether 🫠 but idk. i just keep thinking of the interaction thing,

still working out how id do the latter lol. my bf doesnt know i write. its just something i dont really show people, unless theyre complete strangers or like 1 person. im just too shy and i dont think im that good 💀💀💀💀 but i keep telling myself i get a lot of interactions when i write,

but ive been thinking "WHEN DO I FUCKING STOP" LMAOOOOOO at this point, this shit will be in VOLUMES 🤣🤣🤣 i did consider turning it into an actual book. either writing it down and decorating it myself or doing it on canva so its prettier and getting it printed and everything.

my bf's not here so i can yap 🤪 ive been writing some stuff for him. atm i have.... um..... *cough* 48..... and thats including the dedication page and alt versions..... cz sometimes id write one thing but the alt's just as good as the one i went w so id wanna keep it as well 💀

she told me i seriously needed to go through my wardrobe 💀💀💀💀💀💀

a man wearing a suit and tie is standing in front of a display of ties . ALT: a man wearing a suit and tie is standing in front of a display of ties .

it wasnt until we got to the pharmacy that i realised. i was like "i swear i felt like ive seen it before. then it hit me. i have a similar one in black + grey." my bestfriend looked at me like

bought this grey long sleeve bambi top (my little sister got one and it was too cute and i needed it 😩) and an emerald green v neck sweater. i was like whyyyyy do i feel like ive seen something similar to this sweater. but i couldnt remember at all when i was still at the store.

my brain: i got that fog in me

I DROPPED AND SPILLED HALF THE TUB OF MY ALOE VERA GEL FUCKKKKKK

cz we were like are we really THAT bad at telling whether or not someone has bad vibes or not 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 knowing my history, ik i am 😭💀 so ig that makes the both of us 🤣

what did she see that we didnt? like her instinct was SPOT ON 🤣 the last time we met up, she kept going I TOLD YOUUUUU I FUCKING TOLD YOU 🤣🤣🤣 we had a theory that she has antennas that tell her whether the person has a bad vibe or not 🤣🤣🤣🤣and if they are, her antennas would go crazy 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀

i keep laughing everytime i think of me and my bestfriend talking about how our other bestfriend NEVER liked our ex-friend. even in school, she never liked her. so our group was always the two of us and the ex-friend and the two of us and our other bestfriend 💀

i managed not to do all that 💀 i just gotta be quick w it and put it as far back as possible 🤣

i woke up and it stopped hurting 🤣 but we'll see throughout the day if it stays that way 😩 ooh okie okie saving those! usually i feel like my only option is paracetamol and i try not to take that cz its big and sometimes i can taste the bitterness and id puke 😔 but the last few times ive taken it,

thank youuu amaaa 🥹🫂🫶🏻

sooo fucking annoying how comfortable ppl are commenting on someone else’s body when it wasn’t asked

esp cz my bestfriend didnt have ig to verify that. idk man.

i still cant believe she told her that I BLOCKED HER. i was shocked cz i almost never block people, even when i dont like them. i just ignore. but we were friends???? i usually keep to myself but if my friends ever message me, ill always reply and my bestfriend agreed. but yeah that was bizarre.