smoogi

hi, i recently started my own art journey
gonna try posting doodles every day (this one is technically day 13 already, because i keep forgetting bsky exists LOL)

This is why i always hesitate trying to make new friends and as a result become antisocial

I immediately get ghosted as soon as i try to get to know them

as soon as i read dynamis i feel like i know who youre referring to HAHAHA

to my canadian frends, happy canada day!

YouTube video by Lorna Shore Lorna Shore | Full band playthrough - 'Pain Remains' trilogy

youtu.be/HXgFH0jOY-w?...
hot take i find this one miles better than the studio version because i can actually hear the guitars 😂

bro i srsly hope i get this i legit have RECENT warehouse experience jabsdihabsihodabosidhbapsdasd

Struggling to find a new job after 2 months is legit making me feel very anxious already

fave mons

After careful consideration, and with the blessings of all my relatives here in Canada, I have decided to finally go back home 🌞

3 years here ain't so bad, this country (especially Surrey) will forever hold a special place in my heart 🍁💕

looks like im gonna have to accept the fact that i need to move back home soon
well, at least i can safely say, the last 3 years were full of ups and downs, and felt nice to live in a first world country for once

my work visa got denied so i only have 2 months to sort shit out or else im forced to go back home
and im honestly dreading for the worst

i just feel even more sad when my coworkers ask me how im doing and want me to come back soonest

i feel so uneasy
i feel so insecure of everyone
i feel so alone again
i feel like talking to anyone would just make me burden them
sigh....

i wanna shout at nothing or smth just to let this all out

sorry if i deactivated my xiv twitter
i am just tilted as hell right now i refuse to back down without a clear, its been 24h already
seeing everyone clearing in less time than me is lowkey making me lose myself

Cursed to Die Lorna Shore · Pain Remains · Song · 2022

open.spotify.com/track/1nqXQo...

i might like the entire album at this point

what i love (and hate) about december and january at work is that its almost guaranteed to be a half day shift bc the business is kinda winding down

Painge (or hooray)

#FFXIV #FF14

lost my left airpod, found it 1 hour later, then lost my airpod case when i got off the bus 5 hours later

fml 🤦‍♂️

District 1881\o/

venom so busted

mahvel slop aside, this is legit fun
also thank god they didnt follow the MCU and shove it down our throats

commission for @zephryn.bsky.social thank you #FF14

for some reason i just cant get used to eating regular white people spaghetti

💀

Wew

Wow she prerty 😍

#OC #art my muse

Sun//Eater Lorna Shore · Pain Remains · Song · 2022

open.spotify.com/track/1PZ1po...

I got new speakers!!

A usually very very loaded bus, empty, at this hour and on Black Friday of all days?????

Today is a good day

wudahek i dont consider myself a leader lmao