Kurt Jax

Today is not a good day

This is really freaky. I’ve always been all dom top but right now I just wanna be pinned down as daddy’s good boyslut lioness and be rammed till i can’t walk. Let daddy do whatever he wants to me.

What the fuck is this sudden fall?

Oh dear….subby Kurt is coming out unprompted now.

What’s happening to me?

Lucky pet.

Feels like looking back at a different world after how everything changed & what I’ve been through since that time. So much alienation & isolation since then.

Repost but I miss my furry drag show so bad. It meant so much to me to do it and since it was canned I’ve felt unwelcome/discouraged from doing drag or being involved in local furry spaces. But Look at the joy this brought.

If I’m ever really active on here one night it’s cuz DoorDash gets real slow and I’m BORED.

Like tonight.

Moichendising! Moichendising! Where the real money from the furries is made!

Dude, you’re the biz model I look to as I work on starting my own career.

…and you’re the reason I’m considering it at all after a certain lovely afternoon we shared before Dore.

You ever think about the fact there’s an entire generation who are the following?

Highly educated
Unemployed/underemployed
Saw their dreams not just shattered but rug pulled
Shown no way out & blamed for everything
Disenfranchised with the system

Aminulz, thats fascism’s worst fucking nightmare.

This is spooky. Like there is something EERIE about that.

We love a good puppy girl who melts like butter.

The past washes away, pain dulls with treatment & acknowledgment, & a community grows stronger having purged monsters & toxic people.

Emotions run high, but it’s healing by finally sweating out a fever that is trauma & fear.

I believe a mutual friend described my realizations with you as turning into putty.

The man who harassed me for 2 years, who sexually assaulted people I care about, is finally being properly held accountable and prevented from harming people.

He’s hurt countless furries, pups, kinksters, drag artists, & others for decades, he ruined my life. Justice finally.

Scuse me, happy tears

Oh really puppy?

Gonna try to start a trend on here of some hashtags/posts to make on the regular. Mostly to give myself affirmation but hopefully make some change with some folks who see it.

Maybe I’ll believe what I say, and if I’m lucky it’ll help someone else.

You order DoorDash and don’t tip, especially when it’s 20-30 minutes drive. You’re a fucking asshole.

We see where you live bougie ass Irvine/huntington beach fuckers, you can afford the extra 3-4 bucks to tip us MINIMUM.

When I say I’m visiting the Bay Area.

So thankful for two sneps & a Fen letting me get away from the world for a weekend with them and unmask a lot more than I normally do. It did so much to help my mental health and give me some healing.

Try some “swimmer’s build” stuff like obviously the namesake or dancing. Those twink sports will get a similar result.

Welcome to the neighborhood sexy!

I am only doing that if I’ve already tied you up and throw you over my shoulder. But you know I’m kidnapping you for fun.

New people, naw.

On a scale of 1 to fuckboy, how sultry am I today?

The title, mantle, & lore connected to that version of me is something that is gone, cannot come back and I don’t want to. He is gone, forever.

But for someone to take something that meant so much to me & preserve it, & go through the pain of asking, means so much that I impacted a life that way

Late response but I’ve actually passed on at least one very personal mantle in my life when asked by someone who came later I’d never met.

It’s…deeply humbling. A persona I was ended up passed down and remembered for the impact he had on others, one of the greatest honors I’ve ever been asked.

I’m on the right track. Even if I can’t always see it, those who matter in my life make it clear I am

In a bumfuck nowhere casino with furry trash.

Life is good.

Wouldn’t mind some cake.

Happy birthday sexy!