Kurt Jax

What always gets me is insecure children like him are SO easy to defeat but nobody does it. Make him into a joke, tell him no, and watch him implode from his own stupidity.

He’s the epitome of business idiot, yet whenever people make fun of him even the “tough ones” pull punches.

Increase a band

Judas Bishop

See, this is shit I’d wear for a BIT on stage. Like something cartoonish about overprotective dads in the not AS hot way.

Doing it legit? People wonder why I make these people into a laughing stock on stage all the time.

That’s really annoying as someone who DOES crafting. I wanna have a personal flair to whatever I have. If you’re anything like me you’d happily talk shop for hours cuz it’s what we do. But if they tune out once they can’t just buy one they’re looking for clout, not art/style.

Temporary swap for the norovirus’s “eat 5 bites then FUCK YOU YOU’RE FULL & HURTING ALL DAY!”?

Stomach bug come back with a vengeance. I wanna die.

Oooooo

Is that so cutie?

After a year of struggling alone with everything I do in SoCal, I’ve finally found people who truly care about me. People are showing genuine concern, kindness, and a desire to want me in their lives as more than a face at events.

The flood of emotions as love and support arrives is overwhelming.

So much gaslighting, accusing, stupid games, acting like children or avoiding conflict. For someone to just be real and actually step in when people are doing fucked up shit regardless who it is….it’s overwhelming.

For the first time in years a person who’s been part of the communities im in for a very long time and who holds actual sway has said “what the fuck?! These assholes start petty shit like that I’ll throw a punch!”

I started crying after what I’ve been through. Supported & validated at last.

Spending time living in LA & knowing artists/writers oh I can basically confirm that’s been a thing everywhere since the 70s. Comic artists were & still are in part just horny queer punks. Creator of Nightcrawler made smut of our favorite furry elf.

Took being sick to rewatch Penny Dreadful.

I forgot why this melancholy show spoke so much to me. It perfectly encapsulates that borderline between tragic, heartbreaking, and beautiful. It understands gothic horror drama in a way few do. Sugarcoating this world of vampires & devils wouldn’t work.

My resume breaks the LinkedIn algorithm for reccomendations. Everything it recommends care completely different than anything I do, often requiring a bachelors or masters in something totally unrelated to me.

That’s a perfect encapsulation of why my job search is beyond usual hell.

Family. Goddamn family.

That’s it.

And the starbuds….

You’re so Denver coded right now it hurts puppy.

As hard as things have been my time living here, I would never trade living here for the world because the opportunities here are still much better than they are in other places.

Couple pics from Dore.

One thing that’s been a bit on my mind is feeling the single life a bit hard lately in local kink/fur spaces. Would you wanna be daddy lion’s special puppy?

There is an aspect of outright spite/vengeance for this beyond the capitalist ones I don’t think we discuss enough. It’s not just that they’re plutocrats, they’re angry we were better than them at something decades ago, and they must destroy it. People go to great lengths out of that kind of spite.

I see it in the cultural contempt for non tech jobs they wanna eliminate and focusing of LLMs on artistic pursuits they never succeeded at. AI bros are all that asshole who barely passed Freshman lit or history or the art elective in college, and they HATE that people are good at it.

In response to that he actively tried to cut me down every time I started to assert I knew what I was doing or deserved respect, and called me stupid/my degree useless and he had some divine right BS to be paid so much more. So much projection because I succeeded the one time he outright failed.

Every time I see these “AI will replace liberal arts jobs” I’m reminded of my techbro ex who got paid insane amounts cuz he knew Java, but failed freshman comp in college cuz it was too hard for him. And oh he HATED that I finished my bachelors and that those things came easy to me.

I have not been this sick/bedridden since my tonsillectomy two years ago.

This really sucks.

Ok, this ain’t doxy, this is some kind of stomach bug.

I miss seeing pups & furs at more than just the big meets. Past year I only see most people wt the big parties which I love, but been a while since I had an ill defined pack to roll with.

Also to pound various holes cuz a dom has needs.

For the record, if you’re being a good little slut please do the same as me & take doxy after major events like Dore or a con. It’s annoying but safety is important.

"Enjoy reconstructing your gut biome, chump! Hope breeding that hot twink was worth it!" - @jakepup.bsky.social on the after effects of DoxyPep

It was worth it, doesn’t mean that it’s fun losing every cell of good bacteria in your body a day or two later.

Two days later and still battling crazy fatigue from Dore. You whores really wore me out. Let’s do it again sometime.

Several amazing friends are descending on Vegas in September and I’m like “can I get a gig there so I can see my buddies and have them suck my dick?!”