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It's neat! And I wouldn't say I find no appeal in it. It's more that vore is pretty much the only thing my brain has ever acknowledged as interesting in that way. I like vore, so I draw vore. I don't like...pretty much anything else, so it's why all the porn I draw really is JUST vore

Here's today's fun fact about me: I'm asexual. And also aromantic.
Anyway I'm just waiting for the bank to open so I can pay rent. Which means i'm mostly just sitting here since I don't want to lose time and miss thelike, 3 hours its open on a saturday

I forgot to take my aderall yesterday and accidentally lost an entire day playign timberborn. It seems small, but my brain not having an off switch naturally can make me just lose so much time like that. Remembered today, thank god, but yeah, I gotta be careful

real tho, this has had me going the full route of buying and breaking down whole chickens and stuff by hand. It's like the only way to get anything that has flavor that doesn't bankrupt me is to go from the ground up on it.

I like it, but I'm a weirdo who memorizes rulebooks front to back for fun, and even I have to admit it's fiddly. Probably the best Combat system out there on the market in my mind, but it can be a bit unwieldy while you learn

Yeah PF2e has a lot of little rules to it that are really easy to forget or entirely miss. Or like, the cardinal sin of rules hidden in item descriptions, like navigation checks taking a -2 without a compass only being mentioned in the compass item description.

The real thing of finally finding a level of peace/comfort to realize how numb you've had to be for years. Not quite the same but finally getting my adhd diagnosis and treatment, the level of everyday stress lifting hit me with that same vibe of how much of my life was wasted just trying to exist

I don't have many regrets in my life. I've made a lot of mistakes, but most I've learned from, improved from, or came from external sources I couldn't deal with.
I do deeply regret ever going to college.

ya know i have a degree in 3d modelling and animation that i have literally never used in the almost 10 years since i got it. Maybe I'll open blender up and model one of my girls or something at some point.

Something quick to take a break between commission progress
#vore #analvore #giantess

Yes, good, very nice

It's my attempts to both stop being a cryptic weirdo, and to stop myself from disappearing when struggling by trying to remove the stigma my own brain has made around this stuff. Even sharing this is like, such a massive internal struggle. But I'm trying to improve, and improving isn't comfortable

But, I went too far, and because i don't like being known, when I've had problems in the past, I go Radio Silent and nobody knows what the fuck is happening. And that's Really Bad as a commission artist. So I'm trying really hard to get over that, and being willing to like, publicly talk.

On the one hand, people do not need to and should not share all of their life details on social media. I don't think it's healthy to air all that out all the time, I think it can create some bad coping mechanisms. And I can't imagine how bad it would be if my opinions were public when I was 13.

Also a big part of my current mentality is trying to be a lot more like, open and visible. Due to what I learned was like, a pretty intense anxiety issue I never acknowledged, I absolutely DESPISE anybody knowing anything about me. For a lot of reasons, that's been pretty bad.

Like naturally I'm unbelievably grateful to all the people who commission me, but I'm also so thankful to all the people who share my stuff around. Being an artist that relies on social media, there is literally nothing better for me than word of mouth, and i wouldn't be able to do this without it

I certainly didn't expect that I'd be getting by by drawing hot ladies with big bellies when I was younger, but damn if it don't make me happy.

Now that I don't feel like I'm gonna freeze to death and I've been making progress on work again, I want to say how like, genuinely thankful I am that I can do this. Just, the fact that I can support myself with my art is such an amazing thing to me.

Seriously. Something as simple as a hot water bottle does so much. It's not something I'd have ever thought about because I can count the number of times I saw freezing weather on one hand in 30 years, it's just never a problem I had to deal with.

I got a bit of advice on how to help handle the cold cause my southern ass had no idea what to do after moving up north, and it's helped me out so much. Not a joke to say that I had a full on breakdown over how much the cold hurt, so being able to feel relief even with the lowest temps yet is huge

no idea how it pairs with plastic tho, I've never tried that, but as far as ink goes, it's definitely my favorite.

If you want to experiment with some inks, the deleter brand has a line of inks rated by numbers, and they're a variety of thickness that I've always liked. 2 is my personal favorite for traditional artwork, flows well without being so thin it bleeds all over, but they have like 6 kinds.

Basically for some weird reason my body retains ZERO heat. This means I'm basically immune to overheating in extreme temps, but means I can (and have) gone hypothermic at like, 60F. Normally being indoors with heat is fine, but when indoors gets low enough, I have no answer. I just shut down

110 farenheit with 90% humidity? Perfectly fine, don't even sweat. literally. Sub freezing temps that make my apartment reach like, 40? There is no escape from this hell. My hands don't work. Actual pain, can't sleep, and my body can't fend anything off. THIS SUCKS

did not expect to go quiet for a solid week. Was trying to handle things, got too physically cold cause my apartment's heating is bad, got sick. Feeling better, but still so cold in actual pain. I can't handle the cold AT ALL, and its going to drop like 20 degrees more this weekend.

Pic finished up for @delectabledeviant.bsky.social
In which Amy gets to indulge in decadence
#vore

Pic finished up for @delectabledeviant.bsky.social
In which Amy gets to indulge in decadence
#vore

Finished commission for an anon request
#vore

commission finished up for an anon request
#vore

I'm really proud of my linework, but colors were always something I did because it's what people want to see. I think really only in the past month have I started to LIKE how my stuff looks colored.

Actually that might be an ADHD thing huh. I just have the patience to actually do colors now.