Mnemosyne | Surviving~

Maybe i can be more free here...since not much people are around haha

I'm just so exhausted today...mentally, physically and emotionally....just so out of it...i wanna enjoy streams but ig not tonight yet again...i apologize for dumping this here i just needed a space to let this out...gn

I’m not sure if it’s my seasonal depression, but spending so much time alone with my thoughts these days feels painful and leaves me feeling trapped and overwhelmed...

-Deleting later-

i miss having convo with a specific person...i feel sad

The sillyness and unhinged things via dms or not...

I don't have any idea if i did something wrong...i tried to reach out twice...

1st was left on read

2nd was never read at al

Is it silly that i'm hurt by this??

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It the holidays which means I want to make one hundred and ten things and Nix has unfortunately become the subject of my art brain going brrrrr

Hot chocy with marshmallows and Chip foam ~

[ #NixPix #vtuberasset #art ]

Matching

#NixPix #Altustry

Some fan art of Lucien Lunaris I made.
Honestly one of my favorites to this day! 🎸🌙

I like him a normal amount!
#NixPix #nixvoltare #vtuber

Luci's got my art on a chokehold.
And I appreciate it.

XD really need to ink one of these later.
I swear, during work break. 👀

#Lunography

【お仕事】
FIRST STAGE PRODUCTION EN所属 Cassian Floros様の追加メンバーシップスタンプを担当させていただきました！

thank you so much for letting me work on new emotes 🌿✨
#Cassthetic #emotes #commission

Boba 🧋😃✨️

Not ryzar folloqing nix but not vice versa lmao

Staying in this space for a while as i detox from x/twitter...

some people there are making me sad...and i already promised myself that i'll stop the torture of overthinking if i'm liked or not...so maybe distancing for a while will help me fulfill that 🙏🏻

My serotonin booster 💜💜💜
I missed the comfort his streams give 🥺💜✨️

#Netherclips

I had to buy pocari sweat cause rosco's been talking about it a lot 😶‍🌫️

500K or 1M views before 1 year Anni? 👀💚✨️

Happy Halloween! 🎃
Art collab with Xuon, Lou, Kru and Wild.
#Lunography

LATE POST BUT!!!

I was in charge of the illustrations and storyboarding (+animation/video/sound design assist) for Ver's Lore Video 3.0! ❤️

Project Team
Live2D animation ➡️ @himechui.aeru.studio
Editing & Sound Design ➡️ @bumblingbeebo.bsky.social

Full stream here! ➡️ www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1vZ...

#Lunography

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I'll mostly keep my account clean and not spam in my medias things unrelated to art but you know what. I'll make an exception for him because you gotta see how pretty he is. I'm sorry. Stan Cassian Floros.

if what i've posted last night felt like something else aside from me expressing how i'm feeling generally, i deeply apologize.

i was just saddened by the circumstances of last night, never my intention to offend anyone. I will do better and be more careful of my words.

samsa ザムザ 🦋
#cassthetic #cassianfloros

Hhbvvrvvdbdgdhuehdhdh lace blindfold Cass—I always make him too pretty JDJDBDBDHDH explodes myself—

#Cassthetic

Briar Witch Cass-eria!! :D
#Cassthetic #avallum

I’m so glad it really wasn’t anything major, but I really really hope these things will be communicated to the fans a bit better in the future to avoid any speculation 🫂

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