𝐑𝐘𝐔𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥

Neon Genesis Evangelion
Episode 20
Of the Shape of Hearts and Humans
Weaving a Story 2: Oral Stage
16:17

Neon Genesis Evangelion
Episode 20
Of the Shape of Hearts and Humans
Weaving a Story 2: Oral Stage
18:15

things are getting a little out of hand

thinking a lot about how my dad's body of work / life can be understood as a life-long conversation with his dad and reconciliation with his protestant upbringing and i'm wondering where this puts me. his intermediators were bergman and bloch, mine probably tarkovsky and spinoza

when you're at the movies and you're just halfway through

it's amazing to me how people from the place i grew up can't even give their condolences on the passing of my dad without mentioning they've heard it at their weekly shamanic gathering and bringing up the entire anti-vax / chemtrails bit... swabians are the plague of the earth

Sign advertising “Brunch Club Porn Cakes”

WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA—

The End of Evangelion
Episode 26'
Sincerely Yours
I Need You
27:50

i don't even need mnemonics to remember kana, is just straight up run them through my internal synesthesia processor where they get associated with vague color/form/sound relationships

apparently we have a new tradition at the office where every week some coworker brings in a batch of homegrown chili peppers and offers them to me and another colleague insisting to watch us consuming them as if we were some demigods that need their immortality to be tested

at this point i don't even care about doxxing myself, but i'm not sure if i should gag about my dad's passing being monetized on redbubble in this absurd 2023ish way or if i should find it hilarious. dad probably would've found it funny af though

tfw you intuitively memorized stuff like zappa's the black page at the age of 16 and now a lot of today's music discourse doesn't mean anything to you

now watching

but the new product manager is sending me k-pop suggestions, so all's right with the world

Spine check my copy of Capital? Good luck: I've read the spine many times.

not my slightly drunk coworker trying to explain to me that all the writers participating in the recent strikes are doing so in fear of AI doing their job "better" and that today's screenwriting doesn't live up to... boku no hero academia???

tried making some chicken katsu teriyaki

happy second bi-annual birthday theodor adorno (gillian rose)

kinda wanna use paul schrader's approach to screenwriting for game design and see what i end up with

it's pretty much a slice of life with philosophical undertones about an android girl who owns a café on a coast and the conversations she has with the rural folk she runs into. it's super wholesome and poetic, i can only recommend it!

Yokohama Kaidashi Kikou, Vol. 3

rereading yokohama kaidashi kikou