gemma 💎

the way my body looks/feels for sure, bmi is just important to try to keep my dysmorphia in check and track, otherwise i won’t feel like progress is happening until my body is the exact size i want it to be

4/02/25

weight: 65.9kg / 10st5.3lb / 145.3lb
bmi: 22.5

🧵stats tracker🧵

25/01/25 (start)

weight: 67kg / 10st8lb / 148lb

bmi: 22.9

saving some calories in my budget for when we eat the rich

try prune juice!! when nothing else works it’s a god send even though its so nasty

you get it!! the mental gymnastics go crazy 🙃

it’s like because they’re whole foods i don’t even realise i’m binge eating until it’s too late 😔

so embarrassing that i can’t even trust myself with healthy snacks

got a pack of roasted chocolate chickpeas as a healthy-ish snack for the next week, but it turns out they’re yummy, so i ate them all. like, why can’t i just stop shoving food in my mouth? 🐷

yesss love them roasted too!! esp in like a winter salad with squash, quinoa, and balsamic. one of my fav things about winter is that they’re in season haha

same, i’m a little obsessed with them atm!

tea is 275cals, brussels are so good 😍

last month my sibling said i’d gained weight and today they said i was obviously losing it!! 🥳.

their bluntness is always appreciated. nothing helps me stay focused like knowing the results are noticeable ☺️

lw come back im sorry i called u fat

really trying to pull myself together… tonight this is the best i can do 😕

oh hi!! so nice to find someone similar to me here 🫶

ever since gaining 20 kg through depressive bingeing, hunger screams at me when I try to exercise self-control. like, please, stfu. when i was actually skinny, it was so easy to not eat until i actually needed/wanted to. 😔

♡ looking for edsky mutuals ♡

she/they ~ 28 ~ lesbian ~ AuDHD

171cm ~ CW 67kg ~ LW 47kg

⋆ ⟢ 🌱 vegan 🌱 ⟢ ⋆
⋆ ⟢ fashion as art ⟢ ⋆
⋆ ⟢ pop music lover ⟢ ⋆
⋆ ⟢ chronic daydreamer ⟢ ⋆

pro recovery
anti bigotry
no minors pls

♡/↻ to be mutuals
#edsky #caterpillarsky

so tempted to start smoking again just to get my binge eating under control