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Nasty Dog #JohnSoapMacTavish #MW2 #MW3 #SoapMW2

perfect shot 🎯 #cod

I'm fucking running

Miss you too <3

Soap looks so pathetic*Nom Nom Nom*

Leashed

#ghoap
#ghostsoap

this was some expressions practice and idk if im just actually losing my mind i was laughing the whole time doing it. Simons got his head locked in just so where hes got his neck skin wrinking, looking on in dead fish eye amusement while his fingers are laced together in front of him like hes about to rub his hands like a little fly Johnny is also experiencing whatever it is with Simon, a little more concern knits his brows together. He stands in a ready for action almost but uncertain still. Is he concerned about Simon or what is happening? The world may never know.

What EVER could have perked Simon "legal is my middle name" Riley's eyebrows. #ghoap

Hehehehhe ☺️

“Look at you comforting others with the words you wish you to hear”

#ghost #cod #callofduty #simon”ghost”riley #simonriley

@slightlysmiling.bsky.social
@yaboytayto.bsky.social

A piece for the fic “the many masks of Simon Riley” by slightlysmilingface and yaboytayto
Here is the link [https://archiveofourown.org/works/46622455/chapters/117412339]
please mind the tags
I’ve been obsessed with this fic for months now and will continue to be soo you probably see some pieces

I don’t know why I bite

Cw for suicidal ideation and self sacrificing thoughts

Ghost being so comfortable in his own suffering so scared to change he stays in his own make shift hell because that is all he knows and why go out of the comfort and change anything when its alright like his
But change is even scary because what if it gets worse

Late at night Simon questioning why he is still here and how he still wakes up everyone morning doing his job and not just disappear not like he really matters in anyone's life
How the world would be better without him.

"Do you really want to live forever?
Forever and ever
Forever young
I wanna be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?"

" do you really want to live forever?" Again
Simon questioning the will of his team his friends to keep fighting to come back home or just to come back to the time.
Question why they apparently have something to fight for and he hasn't how he just accepted that the battle will take him one day

Not being a better friend.
Living in his past and suffering in the present

The regrets of Simon not being truthful not doing things he wish he did with his family with his team and Friends
With himself when he could
The regret of not being a better human not being a better son not being a better brother and uncle.

"So many adventures couldn't happen today
Do many songs we forget to play
Do many dreams swinging out of the blue"

it's so hard to get old without a cause"
Simon lost his purpose being ready to give his life in battle to save other who have a purpose who have something to return to

How fast johnny could disappear again and leave Simon a shell of himself again if he allowed himself to feel

"sooner or later they all will be gone"
Simon about his dead family how fast he lost the people he love the most.
How his life purpose was taken away from him. how fast he could take away his own live if he wanted.

"some are like, some are are like the heat
Some are a melody some are the beat"
Hello the difference between Simon and johnnys personally but still going together perfectly the perfect mix was found but ghost still refusing to believe he deserves this

The "do you want to live forever?"
Simon questioning his own way he sees live and being alive after meeting Johny getting close to him. Seeing the worth of what his live could be

Not like he already died when he was put in the grave by Roba

"do you really want to live forever?"
And before that "I want to be young forever"
Simon wanted to kill himself after he lost everything. his family gone his trust betrayed. him just being a empty body nothing left to fight for so why not die now.

"the musics for the sad men"
Mmmm depressed Simon (you can't tell me he isn't mentally ill )
"The music is played by the,madmen"
Simon thinking he will bring pain and suffering for everyone around him "music" as the burden he puts on everyone

Ghoap Thoughts to the
Song forever young by alphaville
"Hoping for the best but expecting the worst"
ghost overthinking anything getting closer to johnny because he finally has someone he loves so dearly but his past still haunting him the betrayal the pain of his lost family

Meme: January - cod big bang - july

My fandom year so far
#CODBigBang