♡Ciggs & bones~☆

I'm trying to buy an outfit for a Feb 14th date, but ugh, everything looks disgusting

Btw I got a new scale. Sadly, it's analog, so I just know the kg and nothing else. I was 68kg today

Drawing

Everything shower

Overtime

Wash makeup brushes

Take out the trash

Take my car to the mechanic

Go to the bank

Videocall w/ irl friends

Draw

Work overtime for debt-free purposes

Everything shower

Take my dog to the vet

Wash dishes

Things I need to do today, a list

10k that covers my credit card debts and leaves me money to have savings and investment l, as well as for the gym sub I'll have to get afterward lol

If only there was a functional flat boy in my life rn

I ALMOST FORGOT TO SHARE! I've been unable to cry for 5 years now, but thanks to all the anti-cortisol shit some tears came out yesterday that my situationship disappointed me ^w^

So... are you bragging? AHAAHAGHA

Gross

As one should

My receip for cortisol cocktail is

♡ half a cup of mineral Orange Juice (no added sugar)

♡ half a cup of coconut water (no added sugar)

♡ pitch of salt (any salt)

♡ white vinegar (3 teaspoons)

Two times at day, morning and night

Also things I've done to reduce cortisol, which I think have helped to stop my cravings

☆two ashwagandha pills every morning

☆probiotics powder first thing every day

☆Peanut butter spoonful with every meal

☆Cortisol cocktail

☆restart my drawing hobby

7th day since my scale broke: I'm still low on money, BUT I kinda see my stomach flattered and my face less swollen, I suppose the ashwagandha is actually working, I hope by the end of January be out of two of my debts (I have 4 credit card debts) and maybe restart my gym sub and get a new scale

I've started to take ashwagandha for my depression but low-key, I'm feeling less hungry every day and kind of needing to eat at specific times like a normal eating schedule... ugh, I wish my scale still worked bc I feel less swollen, and maybe my double chin is going away 💀 need my Xmas bonus ASAP

a woman in a red sweater sits at a piano keyboard ALT: a woman in a red sweater sits at a piano keyboard

Fuuuuck, my scale broke, and I'm broke and indebted, so... I guess now I'm "naturally listening to my body" until further notice 💀

If you're trying to sell me your art and/or commissions save your time n energy I don't want it, not interested, congrats on your talent take it somewhere else do NOT dm me 🔪 🖤

Felicidades!

I found a cortisol cocktail (no alcohol) on TT I'm trying it for a week to see if it does anything