Lex

oh man my emotions are all over the place today

SETTLED A DISPUTE AMICABLY I'M SO FUCKING GOOD

no but the thing is, i know i am, i sometimes disgust myself at how over-the-top "nice guy" i am

i'm afraid people see me as always positive & bubbly on main

i'm only on bsky when i feel good, not when i feel down

i don't want to come over as intoxicatingly positive, if you'd talk to me irl you'd know i'm much more grounded usually

anyway losers gonna loser

eh

panic attack at work i'm not doing well

it's gonna be okay!!!! i know you can do this!! you are the goat frfr

nice going!

watch me suplex a fucking train 💪

cons of getting buff:
- being in the gym is objectively boring
- i will look like an absolute meathead
- no fucking accountant has muscle let's be real

pros of getting buff
- i will have an excuse to cook even more healthy stuff
- i will literally become sabin ffvi

strawpage post made me smile :)

life is p good otherwise

leg cramp :)

i cannot deal with people being disappointed in me i cant fucking fail now i promised to get this done why cant i do this simple fucking task i am going to cry

i am not doing well

isn't enthusiasm just me in a nutshell

we fucking winnnnnnnn lets goooooooooooooo

CUTE

out of curiosity, do you take the regular exam or the performance anxiety exam?

got an extension due to previously mentioned affairs and i'm having to crunch because of it (doing a week's work in ~3 days)

deadline crunch

last one was CSM and i liked it, and i heard there's an apothecary diaries movie coming out too and i've already invited friends but thats gonna be another year onto itself and im not even sure itll air in my country

i want to go to the cinema / filmhouse again

i've just gotta get my head out of my ass, i've been trying my best but it just hit me all at once at the start of winter break

for tomorrow i need to actually just fucking lock in, the 19th is doable considering i've got a classmate who i struck a deal with (read: take some standard templates from) so i can finish that in a day

the big "deadlines" are tomorrow (technically friday but i want to get some feedback) and the 19th, then there's also two semester exams i want to study for but i can ditch them & retake them later if it gets too busy

1. no dice, unfortunately. i had the time, but just planned poorly & got bit in the ass with this

2. no lol that's been a point of contention for a while, it's me & my mother that do basically everything (except cooking which my sibling sometimes does)

i have to write 3000 words by tomorrow at LEAST and i'm suffering ughhhhhhhhhhh i bet i'll have to do fucking everything around the house tomorrow too give me a one day break to get my fucking shit sorted please i need to finish this by wednesday

i'm stuck in a hole of shit i need to finish by this month i'm going to fucking die

no one's fault but my own

i've been meaning to do so much but my mother's hospitalization fucked me over thrice at this point