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feelin like i’m nothing Anyway

i need to calm down

do i have a place anywhere

things are starting to feel more than unrequited

i pray this works out for you

i may be planning something big for you

bro never let this fucker in front with me EVER again

i am permanently less interesting than a lot of people

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oh hey queen

why am i the way that i ammmm

why am i convibced tgat he found someotne better we are literally datihf why do i tgink he’s fonna leaveme

everybody leaves everybody leaves

everyone is going to leave everyone is going to leave everyone is going to leave everyone leaves and finds a replacement

starting to hate my jealousy and bpd and fear of getting replaced and dead of abandonment and

sfns chapters 10-13

ohhhh fear of abandonment and replacement is goin STRONG

the cool thing about migraines is that i'm always like "i must be exaggerating, having a migraine can't be as bad as I'm remembering" and then i have a migraine and it's actually even worse

said tyler joseph

Where There's a Hole, There's a Goal

i love my boyfriend sm i wanna live in his skin

i fucking hate bpd i hate it i fucking hate it i hate myself for having it i hate that i got abandoned at such a young age i ha tee jt

wonder if he knows that he’s my moon and stars anyway

life is beautiful (i weighed myself and am 5 pounds less than i thought)

dark blue sky behind a bright yellow moon. the moon has a line through it, creating the illusion that it has rings like saturn.

ohhh what i wouldn’t give to be the moon

i fucking hate being so crazy about my schedule why do i feel this deep impending boom feeling because i didn’t leave at exactly 7

bpd you are entirely the worst thing to ever happen to me

my autistic ass thought this was another fpe letter

someone tell me not to look at his account

and i think im out of my writers block for the most part im so :DDDD

seeing :D ty :D tomorrow :DDDD