kan 👽

so close to the s4 finale!!! after all that pain I can't wait for my 5min of domestic boyfriends before everything goes to shit again

RIP Adelard Dekker, you were a real one 🫡

yea, it's always so disappointing 😭 there's so many cool horror things to pick from, why does it have to be THIS so often??

it's an old creepypasta that's quite popular apparently. i've been going thru a bunch of them in recent weeks and this one was the most disappointing, bc it had SUCH potential

incredible, i hate it. my post was caused by Borrasca, which was also just "women being kidnapped and raped for decades in order to sell their babies". i am so tired of these tropes, come up with something new!!! cowards!!

i don't care how well written your horror story is, if the reveal of the source of the horror ends up being "gasp SEXUAL VIOLENCE ON WOMEN" then i am immediately losing any and all investment and respect i had beforehand.
lazy, uninspired, shit garbage, fuck off.

"I /think/ I still care that he hears my voice."

MAAAHHHTIN 😭😭😭

I've not even listened to the episode yet, i just saw the title and knew what's coming up 😭😭 gonna treat myself to this ep after work

"let's gouge out our eyes together and elope" is the most jon love confession ever, I'd say yes in an instant

first we get "homophobic vase", and now the thrilling sequel "ally cul-de-sac" 🥰

Martin defending Jon 😭🙏💜
tho I completely understand Georgie's decision to leave Jon behind.
"Sometimes people have problems that will wreck you long before you can make a dent in them." is sadly very true. been there done that, can't do it anymore. so i can't blame her at all

anyway time to clean the floors at 2am :))))
TMA episode 148 to the rescue

i know it's silly and stupid and not real but it genuinely feels like fynni immediately punishes me every time i manage to do even one small thing that makes me feel like waking up in the morning was actually worth it 😂

note to self to stop posting art in a certain place 😂😂 always makes me feel bad

"Daisy killed people!!"
Basira: THAT'S FINE
"Jon gave a handful of people nightmares."
Basira: JAIL FOR A THOUSAND YEARS

this is how the girlies ganging up on Jon in MAG146 plays out in my head : ))))

"I don’t know where Gertrude stored his head, but I do know it desperately wants to scream."

Gertrude is so badass LETS FUCKING GO GRANDMA

it's so nice of Helen to come all that way to pick up her little fucked up children, so Basira doesn't have to get seasick again on the way back to the Institute 🥰🥰

Manuela: If you look at this thing, you WILL die.
Jon: *looks at it as hard as he can* 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️

pls Jon 😭😭

I love Jon doing little fucked up things with his powers, and then actually finally shooting back at Basira a little bit when she tells him off for it 🥰

also "communication goes both ways" is so rich coming from Basira lol
anyway i forgot they're going on their little adventure together in s4
also i wish i could write in this 17th century style English ughhh it always sounds so nice

Jon is so funny 😭😭 casually storing his rib and the ashes of his old tormentor in his office desk drawer, "I hope you’re not suggesting that Santa works for the People’s Church?", "Christ, I thought *my* plans were half-arsed." perfect little disaster man

Martin in 117: "I need him to be ok."
Jon in 139: "I just— I need him to be okay."

just fhdjshdjkkfhdb

setting up a new win 11 pc is insane lol getting blasted with useless notifs left and right, having to jump thru several hoops to even be able to deactivate the ai garbage (if you're on home instead of pro) and then having to deactivate a whole ass key because otherwise it'll still bring up c0pilot

"Good luck, Jon, I—
Stay safe."

😭😭 Martin!!! stay safe is NOT what you wanted to say

Martin: You love manipulating people.
Elias: That makes two of us.

RRRAAAHH ELIAS

ep138 has SO MUCH.
"the fear of death is natural, and to flee from it will only bring greater misery."
IT WAS RIGHT THERE ALL ALONG

also the goddamn lighter mentioned again!! how did it never strike me as odd during my first run that it kept being brought up and was always dismissed again right away I'm so dumb

JON AND DAISY FRIENDSHIP AND HER TELLING HIM THAT THEY ALL MADE THEIR OWN CHOICES MEANS THE WORLD TO ME
and so does his little awkward laugh at her joke

out of all the fears the extinction might actually be the one i find the scariest, simply because it's the most realistic and palpable, increasingly so over the last few years/decades 👁️👁️💦

also peter is such a good villain, i love him. manipulative bitch

may have to call vet again tomorrow, shit's getting out of control (literally 😭😭) and i dunno how long I can still do this mannnnn

and the only person who would be on his side is avoiding him :((((

man I love season 4 but even for someone like me who very much enjoys hurt/no comfort it's really rough to get thru 😭