Neoma Night

thoughts and prayers…..

FffffFFFFFFF IS THAT PEANUT BYTTER

I love youuuuu so much

Repeat from Twitter cuz I’m still moving over but had 2 delete everything due to my ex being abusive + going through my phone in my sleep. Good news is remy and I are escaping to stay with my Mom in Washington in a few weeks. Love you all, I am healing & will be back(?) to my new old self in no time

Goodbye 💖

Praying w/ everything in me for someone to come and hold me it could be a lich or a lion or a bear or something less cool I might be getting carried away but idc who or what specifically I trust you Universe send your angels 🙏

I am going to create something that matters. I think I need to remind myself of that more instead of feeling so much doom so selfishly. There is a purpose to be filled. How pathetic if that purpose was only filled in tragedy

google what does it mean when you can’t picture your life without someone but they’re happier w/o you. Google what does it mean when that’s the case with everyone you know

deleting all of this for safety first spiral on Bluesky hopefully the last idk

I can’t believe my ex, the compulsively lying manipulator who has been caught several times, has the gall to go through MY phone for excuses to treat me like shit… I don’t even wanna say what happened when they found out I wanted to leave but this person is fucking crazy

time to tap into my white lady roots (watching specific episodes of The Good Place that make me cry like a cartoon character)

For the next 6-10ish months I need to rely on freelance work within the SGA limit (less than $1550 a month) in order to still get approved for disability, if anyone has any references for gig work and the like please let a girl know 😭 I can write without needing AI which is rare now I guess

so many oomfs back on Twitter repost bright flashing fried shit post memes & it always makes me dizzy and pissed, like are we 13? Is this our entertainment? I feel like a jaded old lady. I don’t understand the kids (23 year olds)

YouTube video by Mister Golightly Elphaba's Optional Riffs vs Original "No Good Deed"

I listen to singers youtu.be/3TIabwIJ5Mg?...

But im like hardcore praying they either work with Gregory Maguire or use his versions of those characters as inspiration. Wicked is literally the perfect follow up to Pinnochio from their perspective on story telling and world building

Time will tell how hard I’m coping or if I’m alone on this but I think the wicked novel is the perfect backdrop to a souls-like centered on morality & legend. Oz books are public domain so that’s probably what the Lies of P sequel will need to draw from +

ILY

I love you oomfs across time space and failing social media websites

Remy and I have made the move