Bee 🐝

I am so exhausted and tired and all I want to do is cry myself to sleeeeeeeeep

As soon as I said inwasnt going out tonight I wanted to change my plans, and now someone else is going id like to see who won't be out tomorrow night, but I've already messaged my dealer hahaha

Pulling teeth, I should just take the hint

Nervous and anxious. Feel like my body is in fight or flight. I'm shakey and could throw up. Wtf is wrong with me?!

Am I shaking bc I'm hungry or...?

It's good to be reminded of the bad parts

Made my first lewd writing in so long, its not great or anything but its something.

Have no enegry/desire/spoons to work today, just want my bed and maybe a cuddle

Very much wish I could be more patient and understanding instead of taking it personally and feeling shit

Oh to be a duck just chilling by a pond in this sun 🌞

Going to try working on doing more things myself and trying to hang out with more/new friends, too...

Also only had two sessions and they were really for getting to know us first, but want to be past the initial part already so I can hopefully feel less shit

My therapist told me to think about my answer for a question for next week but I forgot the question 🙃

Upgraded my crunchyroll so I can watch One Piece on the plane 🤓

I love my friends 🥹🥰

She got an extra Chappell Roan ticket and is letting me have it and pay her on payday 🙌🏻🙌🏻

Miss being a deviant tbh

Can Chappell Roan put her new tickets up after payday please 🥹🥹

She's coming to Scotland, only one place here so legit everyone is getting tickets for it i know

Watching everyone get Chappell Roan tickets makes me sad bc I'm too poor for them rn 😭

Feel like scum

First thought when waking up this morning was, "I'm napping when I'm home"

Sad knowing people will have much more fun without you, but also have accepted it and would rather they had fun than me join and bring down the mood

Woke up ill, feel like shit, got an invertiew later and I just want to hide away in my bed 🥲

He cute

Very much a sleepy bean today, just need my bed 😴

Haven't been to a kink event yet this year so excited for Spike next week!

It's me, always hahha

How do you think I feel 😭

I was messaging from work 😭😭 I'm here before 7am sadly

Yet I'm still making my own tea 😭