Zhai

not from past experiences

me when i eat a ts but bro’s watching so i gotta act nonchalant about it

this should have its own part because damn im so .tired

horse girls n shit

me when i lowkey crash out over finals so i make my fave go through it too

the timeline doesnt matter whatever NAIB DUMP

ok dump soon when i find the. timeline of Everything

jesus how long have i been gone

first off yes that's naib's hound skin second off yes thats mini fugo third off yes that bird is nightmare and fourth im gonna crash out

can this finals be over i need to draw like minimum 100 more pages im going to sob

closes eyes,,,head in hands,,,,,,maybe i am a pervert

something something that one leg trend

#idv #naibsubedar

look at my randos bro im cooked

commercial break, norton shows up here sometimes

#idv #nortoncampbell

full image for the perverts (says the one who drew it but in my defense i rendered this mid breakdown)

other other news yknow that one ribbon trend? yeah that one

his name's kuna, he's lactose intolerant (lethally), immortal via infection, is a bartender only by title, likes to butcher meat, and serves as His Highness' smokeshow/bodyguard/royal advisor respectively

also he can smokeshift im gnna animate that some day

life update: oc rework for an smp thing

mind you this is the same guy

not tagging, let me die

coughs really hard

waow. sorry this ended up slightly being vent-ish but coughs who said that that's insane and crazy anyway blushing naib real

it really isnt that deep but yknow let me be a loser and project coughs

it'd be so funny if he runs furnace warm because of it, and so the survivors in the manor instinctively sit close when its chilly

that or he runs cold, and the younger ones hold onto him trying to warm him up with heir hands

He can not allow himself to yearn for something so above what he deserves. and so Naib Subedar freezes.

In hopes that, like everything else, the gunfire, the smoke, the killing. Maybe like everything else, he'll get used to it

Lowly little thing, so unfit for what is human

he was once warm, with his brother in arms, with his friends and family, with his childhood, but its all gone now.

To seek for warmth when he is so clearly undeserving of it, of being so dirty, of hands stained with bloodshed and trail leaving bodies in its wake. He doesn't deserve it. He can not

his core is the warmest because that's the most (logically) important part of his body, that's the part he must protect the most to keep living

he doesn't need to miss the warmth of his home, of his mother, and so like everything else he doesnt need he pushes it away

the warmest part of his outfit is his core, his face is shadowed by the hood but that's the only form of protection it has

sits down. maybe he dresses up the way that he does because if he dressed any warmer he'd be reminded of what he doesn't have anymore (warmth) (love maybe) (comfort)

it's also obviously just character design, but it's always something to note that you can translate naib's main outfit as just arm wraps, sleeveless hoodie and turtleneck, skinny jeans, and that is not warm, at all, maybe the jeans if they aren't stretchy thick but still

soldiers bodies are designed for war, the same way mercenaries do, physical affection is the farthest thing naib would think when someone approaches him

fist raised, shoulders squared, posture low and still. fight. kill if you have to. so long as you get to live tomorrow

sigh..,,, touch starved naib subedar,,,,,, lives most of his adult life in isolation compared to his short childhood of his mother always holding his face

you think if he ever let anyone close enough to hold his face he'd melt on instinct