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cried 3x today bc my mom got sad

crying bc my bestie had a bad day and i love my friends so much i never want anything to happen to them so when one calls me crying i just cry too like no girl no no no you dont deserve this waaahhhh crying

crying bc i love spider-man

crying bc

crying bc $1,700 front brake repair and $600 coolant leak repair/replacement
there goes my money for moving out..

big cry day, i realized ive been stuck in a place where i havent felt loved in years

cried a lil today hearing stories about dead/dying parents. rip dad
cried a lil because i love my friendships and freedom

good riddance ❤️

crying because its the last day of preschool for lucas and they gave me some really nice stuff but he just keeps growing and i love him so much

cried maybe twice today? cried for divorce (good) cried for birthday friendship (good)

its been said year after year that birthdays are for crying, lets see if i can make it through this one without crying :)

cried bc i made a vision board for being 28 and everyone i showed it to said its really nice and perfect for me so i cried about that

crying, my whole life is covered in slime and theres slime everywhere and lucas pooped in the bath and my co-parent said "stop making all that noise" so i stormed out if the house and now im just sitting in my car crying

cried , therapy, dead dad,,

cried 3 more times

crying, i got fired :)

crying, my dad died last night.

NEVERMINNNND WE're SO BACK

crying bc like idk abandonment issues and like i always get my hopes up for shit that falls through haha

crying, the first time i see my father in 16 years is the last time i'm ever going to see him alive

crying, getting divorced

crying as i write therapy notes on galentines... katie is gonna eat this shit up

we spend our whole lives getting stronger and stronger so we can hold onto the things we love tighter and tighter.
learning how to let them go, finding more strength to let them go... different strength.. how do we find that

crying, partly because steven universe, partly because like.. i dont know how to let go

crying bc severance god damn

first time i've felt like something is a little too dark for twitter. i just feel. sad. deep sad. big sadness inside me. sadness. crying

cried, therapy! i need a separation (divorce)

crying because im writing midnight notes for therapy on thursday.
i told myles things havent changed yet and they said i should live with my mom then. they're willing to give up everything we are, instead of pick up some trash and wash a dish sometimes. to look at me and trying to understand me,,

cried again + slight continuation, this weekend was full of crying. funeral cries, painful cries, sadness cries and happy cries too. people really love me even when they just met me. people see how hard i mom and wife through life. people...dont see how much i suffer and anguish in depression.

cried really hard because i dont know how to fix my marraige and i hurt myself for the first time in a really long time even though ive had good self control and techniques to get me out of that headspace but i really just wanted to hit my head really hard and i could stop myself and im sad