i really am awful
02.03.2026 00:11 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i really am awful
02.03.2026 00:11 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0bruh my internet went out which disconnected my discord call with bf which was so loud it woke me up and then i freaked myself out and now i cant fall asleep again sigh its 2am 😭😭😭😭
01.03.2026 07:49 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
was recalling stuff abt birthdays and one of my thoughts was "i wouldnt get hit on those days cuz it made my parents feel bad to hurt me on my birthday"
oh the child that you were.
my mom was saying bad bunny was like pushing 40 and i had to literally look it up to convince her like he just entered his 30s 😭😭
27.02.2026 15:55 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0yumy yum yum mmmm yummy
27.02.2026 15:30 — 👍 7 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0can therapy hurry up already ugh
27.02.2026 14:22 — 👍 6 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0ik hes gonna see this soon too sigh he checks my bsky all the time
27.02.2026 00:53 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0highk hate when bf calls himself a fatass its rlly triggering cuz hes literally skinnier than me 😭😭😭
27.02.2026 00:52 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0dw
27.02.2026 00:52 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i peed
27.02.2026 00:51 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i have to pee so bad
26.02.2026 16:31 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 1like i wish it wasnt so bad but it is
26.02.2026 01:32 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i hate how much of my self regulation is tied to food but genuinely just eating a little something while watching smth funny stabilizes my blood sugar and makes me feel sm better emotionally
26.02.2026 01:31 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i would but its sm better with himmmm 💔💔💔
26.02.2026 00:06 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
tmi cw sexual stuff
didnt finish during last sesh with bf now hes asleep and im all horned up again bruh
turns out i didnt gain that much weight welp
25.02.2026 23:59 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0period weight gain is so weird tell me how i dropped 6lbs AFTER eating 😭😭😭😭😭
25.02.2026 23:59 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0also im on my period so free pass
25.02.2026 18:57 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i got the walking pad out and id like to say imma just eat nothing walk all day but i dont need to be dying whrn i go see him ill just eat a normal amount and walk a bunch itll build my stamina too
25.02.2026 18:57 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0do i even have time to fix this before i see him???
25.02.2026 18:35 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0oh its over
25.02.2026 18:33 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I WEIGH WHAT NOW????
25.02.2026 18:33 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 1i miss my boyfriend :( #boyfriend
23.02.2026 02:55 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i love my boyfriend #boyfriend
23.02.2026 00:17 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i wanna start purging again so bad
21.02.2026 14:11 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i feel like throwing up
19.02.2026 20:30 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0all this time later, all these declarations of health, all these posts about how lovely it is to recover. and the thing me and my bf argue about, just abt the only thing is anorexia. all this fucking work and its still the center of my world. it never gets better huh?
19.02.2026 20:30 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i dont wanna be in school i wanna be in bed with boyfriend 💔💔💔💔
17.02.2026 16:36 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0ive saved a draft for a specific moment coming up i cant wait to use it
17.02.2026 12:11 — 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0im getting so fat lmfao help
16.02.2026 13:57 — 👍 10 🔁 1 💬 1 📌 0