⭐️ Dew ⭐️

i will sell my left kidney rn

do NAWT play with me rn bro

lord save us both

THATS 69 DAYS OMFG

i was right 1678 of those hours were with bf LMFAO

1688 hours total in voice chats and im telling you 99% of that was with my bf LMFAO

238 hours in the voice chat server i made specifically to hang out with my boyfriend not even a month ago lord have mercy

top one percent voice caller on discord oh im cooked

"dont give up" but theres nothing you can do to help me

its so fucking selfish. telling me to keep fighting when theres no way out but through. it makes me sick.

if i ruin both our lives, i'm sorry

i cant keep fighting alone.

its so fucked up that after i failed my classes my mom lied and said if i had passed she would've taken me to see my bf but since ive been so horrible shes never gonna do that... when i asked a few months ago and she said no way

look what my sugar daddy (loving bf) got me

my bf keeps buying me things cuz my parents refuse to even tho my parents r literally wealthy they drop hundreds on themselves without a second thought they just hate me

gotta pee but the setup is too fire to mess it up

before i had bangs i thought i would never look good in bangs and now i cant see myself without them like they rlly work for me

wip

hrhehe i love my boyfriend so much hehehehehe ehes so pretty i lub him hes so pretty and nice hehehee i wanna kiss him i wanna give him big kiss bigbig kiss hehehhe i wanna kiss him hes so pretty i lub him

i look cute tonight i think maybe not rlly idk

ur so mean to me

i was so upset LMFAO

raged at my bf earlier cuz he said songs dont rhyme and when i showed him songs do in fact rhyme he said "that doesnt count"... i threw my headphones 😭

i mightve doomed myself with the titty pic yall i wont lie

sent him a titty pic after the first message LMFAO 😭😭

NOT getting married just a future thought cuz i wanna marry my bf someday and my father is not walking me hes not invited honestly neither is my mother so. i also hae no one to invite. certainly no bridesmaids or maid of honor. im just... alone.

just realized i have no one to walk me down the isle and give me away... nice

for a long time. my dad flat out pretended i was invisible for weeks at a time when i was 15, bc i didnt wanna hug him after his physical abuse on my brother went too far. he yanked him by the hair into the air and screamed in his face. my mother knows how much it hurt me. shes doing the same thing.

i have to "earn trust and build relationships" to get "good things" like going to the store. she ignores me, sighs when i try and speak to her, gets upset when i need something. we've always been close. perhaps too close, maybe a trauma bond, however one sided. i considered her my best friend

"psychosis" cuz i stopped taking a med months ago that she always said didn't work, which we knew thanks to genetic testing.

she installed tracking software on my computer and denied it.

now she's cold shouldering me. saying i ruined our relationship with my lies so she cant be nice to me anymore

she gets really mad, screaming about everything under the sun, saying im selfish and i never apologize, that im constantly invading her privacy, that im in psychosis.

"selfish" bc i didnt apologize for being groomed and raped.

"invading privacy" bc i have my bf on the phone for my SAFTEY.