alien thang

"I really like this character and that other character is kinda boring" smash cut a week later that boring character lives rent god damn free in my head

ill probably be fine. its 1am. its probably the late night horrors. but god. i thought i was out of the loop of the feeling of an Inevitable End of SOMETHING and here i am, regretting my life and going "i have so little time left." AND MY BRAIN WONT TELL ME WHAT IT IS

i am very scarily feeling like i dont have much time left. in relation to what? i have no idea. but its . feeling more and more like theres a not good outcome to what happens when i run out of time.

brother I'm gonna crash out. why is it somehow, when I'm already having a bad time, literally everything I fucking own goes "aha! time to crash and burn" like my phone is fucking busted now. bro. first it was my laptop now this

I need to eat insulation

MY CAR'S LIGHTS HAVE BEEN ON ALL DAY ????????

i love reading fanfiction <- sitting thru the horrors of no one understanding the blorbo

2 animation thumbnails of two time exhaling and turning to azure as he says "you just had a near death experience"

hello my bingles. i m going to commit some sort of crime (animation wip)

I'll be fine by the by. but like. holy shit

everyday I'm given another reason and everyday I have to pretend I'm not on my last thread

"is raw pork bad 4 u" he googles, taking a second bite

blinsk slowly. how logn have i had this song on repeat. looks at time. af cuking hour ?

whagthe fukc

i want to get off mr bones wild ride

posts something

checks a million times that i didnt accidentally post it to the wrong account

i want to get off mr bones wild ride

"why is it so difficult to motivate myself to do anything right now" the nefarious depression:

who gives a shit as long as you're a good person

ill probably be fine btw. late night horrors, no matter how real they are, usually go away by the morning

i just wanna draw my silly blorbos and make friends and yet i must be faced with bills and the crippling reality of my lack of growth in all fields

god i keep getting Extremely intense deep rooted anxiety and shame everytime my brain goes "we're never gonna make it being a content creator, so why even try." and then it starts the inevitable "i should just quit and go get a job even if they dont accommodate" spiral

I infact meant dodgeball and in my panic attack misremembered it as Volleyball. Apollo's Dodgeball. that's what I'm referencing jhDKDN

can he be a little less accurate with that volleyball

deleted like a 10 post long rant before I posted it where's my "thought about it before posting" award/j

watch me wake up tomorrow and it be gone. I'll attack someone/j

god ive actually been in some bad physical pain for the last week or two and I can't figure out Why. my entire torso feels like agony and it makes it difficult to stand, let alone do anything upright

cries and sobs and whimpers and wails

idk whats going on the last 3 streams I've gained a follower and lost a follower. whats happening

grips head. why are familial problems so difficult to deal withhhh