Meri @ ENGAGED 💍💘

missed 1 dose of my meds & immediately am in "i wanna crawl into a hole & never come out or do anything ever again" mode

Phone wallpaper if you want it

See, I don't even want my idols to know I exist. I can like them from afar, consumimg their media is way enough

🩷 ɪᴛ'ꜱ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀ ᴇꜰꜰᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ! 🩷

it flopped

what if
the Phita Bag

see, the seekers table has my 2 fictional crushes

Sir Julien Davinos
&
Alexander Ward

Protection

A personal piece to explore the meaning of collaring.

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no but I think I'll start over tomorrow anyway, bc if I can even produce bread from this, I don't think it'll be.... quite edible

if today's sourdough attempt flops I'm gonna have an aneurism /hyp

I could eat salad with corn, carrots and beans every single day for the rest of my life

gigantic simp for Sir Julien Devinos

Google with AI buttons

Google without AI buttons

I made a filterlist for uBlock Origin to remove Generative AI features on websites. Includes blocks for
* Google AI Summaries
* YouTube Ask button & chat summaries
* GitHub Copilot
* Facebook AI chat
* X's Grok buttons
* Deviantart DreamUp
* Booru AI images
* And more

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Wanted to draw an alien Miku!!

I wish, but she's the only anxiety specialist dentist around. I assume last time she somehow?? forgot I'm an anxiety patient? didn't look into my file before? maybe her assistant didn't remind her? sth like that. she's been great every time before, idk what went wrong last time :(

welcome back to my health OCD

Mercury rx is starting out great I see

on another note, I wanna cling to my snow, rain, clouds and fog so bad, sunshine makes me fear what's to come (my reverse seasonal depression)

now I'm too scared to go back, even with a TEMPORARY filling that she hadn't even let me ask about last time (when it was ~1y old, now 1,5) having partially broken

Last time I went to my dentist, she sent me away with a "come back when you had your wisdom teeth removed" (with my current level of anxiety - simply not possible & also not urgent in any way)

sleeping 😴

Hey, so, survivor of CSAM (child sexual abuse material) here—and a global survivor advocate, including policy work!

Fictional material is not illegal. That’s actually why deepfakes are such a big issue for survivors too.

That said, actual art should *not* be made illegal. Why? (Con’t)

DHL is hella late today, ykno, the day on which I actually need to sprint to catch them before they flee like a scared deer

Making a skirt with ~20m of ruffles again 💀

The Mercury rx pre-shadow already fucked me over, let's see how the actual thing goes 🥲

brother, I need my new tattoo to feel something again /lh

also, if I wear my green jersey one more than I'm expecting rn, I'll order a green one from Emtee at some point too

bc green, loki, ykno

my new veils will arrive tomorrow.... I'm........ so beyond excited......

calling art degenerate is fascist, use the block button and don't be a bitch