🖤 Ziphora 🧡

Thank you to Mellow & BlackElectric for the gift arts 💕

I'm so utterly exhausted and tired everyday from this pelvic and cramp pain, it's draining the life out of me.

🎨 dialexus

My vcards are here! 🎉

🎈🎉 IT MY BIRTH MONTH 🎉🎈

I thought it would be fun to release some birthday merch for it this year 🥺💜
I hope you like it!

megasarts.com/collections/...

Thank you Ronyar, you did a great job from memory. 🥺💕

"Draw VTubers from memory" silly fun challenge we did in our SUBathon Week 1 ✨

1st Round: @papamutt.bsky.social , @megaa.bsky.social , @ziphora.bsky.social & @buffpup.bsky.social

I hope I did you Beans justice, I had no reference and guessed your colours o.0 🙏

#vtuber #vtubers #art

Really tired of performative friends.

This has been an ongoing issue for well over 2 years I feel now of consistent pain outside of my cycle.

It's honestly affecting my life more than I'd like to admit and my ability to function during cramps, lower back and hip pain. 😓

Thank you, me too... 😭💖

✨️ 🎉 ✨️ GREAT NEWS ✨️ 🎉 ✨️

I got pushed forward for a referral to an Endometriosis and Pelvic clinic!!! 🥹 🎉 💕

I really hope they can help me find out what's causing my pain, it has been more and more debilitating as time goes on.. 🫠

Want to keep making emotes for friends, I need more practice~ 🤔

I wish I had infinite time and energy, I try my best when I can, it's nice to give gifts to friends when I do have it in me. 💕 🥺

No worries!!! I loved drawing them. 💖

Emotes completed recently for @honeymilktv.bsky.social ! 🌸 🩷

Emotes completed recently for @honeymilktv.bsky.social ! 🌸 🩷

I wake up everyday with what feels like a pseudo cold, I sneeze, have congestion in my airways and throat. I do not understand what is going on, I'm definitely not sick with a cold or flu. 🥲

I've been like this since November 😮‍💨😭

Please bare with me, streaming has been so incredibly hard for me to work the courage to do, I'm trying my best.

I'm trying to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and mind. It just takes a lot longer than I want and I need patience.

Want to let friends know that I am not ignoring anybody on purpose or hate anybody. I'm desperately struggling with depression, anxiety, emotional paralysis as well as chronic cramp and lower back pain associated with what I can only guess is Endometriosis (undiagnosed).

Unironically he does, hes just a bison but they got that vibe 😭

Would you let this man crush you under the weight of his fat fucking chud ass body?

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Who are your biggest inspirations for your creative drive? 🤔

Anybody, anything, from digital artists, painting, designing, content creation, streaming and more, you name it.

I am excited to return to stream tomorrow, I know its been a slow start to the year and I'm still very inconsistent but I would like to return to normalcy and get back to what I love to do and myself. For the people I love and care about. 🥺 💕

🔪 🩸🌲❓

Awe i love the little hat

Why he got a labussy though 😭💀

Happy bday Boofer!!!

Waking up with backpain in your 30s be like

Choosing myself and what I thought makes me happier and feel *me*, has been nothing but misery.

So much so, I wish to move away from arcanine all together, it continues to haunt me to this day, and will for a long time.

I never thought that being an arcanine would cause me this kind of headache. I chose one because they were my favourite pokemon and a good live2d project.. that's it.

Dimensional view of me, make me not want to present as one to just please them.