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@dissociatednerd.bsky.social

24 • 2D nerd just a space to dump my thoughts, beware what the bugs pipe about amongst my mind

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Latest posts by dissociatednerd.bsky.social on Bluesky

started a new farm on stardew

sighs, feels nice:’)

16.11.2025 07:24 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

honestly, this trip wasn’t good,, I kinda wish I stayed home😭🙃

10.08.2025 17:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Post image 15.07.2025 18:16 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I went to aikon over the weekend and honestly all I just think about is the merch and cool stuff I bought

I want to look at them aA

15.07.2025 18:15 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

it feels nice when you get paid for your time lol

08.07.2025 16:56 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

It’s almost been officially a week, that’s a good sign, right?

06.07.2025 19:37 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i hope someday I found a place of my own to just, sing

I don’t know— I’m always around people, and when I am in a space alone where there’s people within a close range and I don’t feel comfortable trying to practice belting a note or pitch with an audience if they’re in the next room over😭

14.06.2025 23:47 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

slowly writing some entries into my new journal I bought from my trip from the last few weeks,

I have a very good feeling about the book and how writing feels onto it! I feel like this attempt to log/journal stuff is good off to a good start, and potentially stick!

13.06.2025 20:52 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

physical media is becoming a lost thing isn’t it, I want physical polaroids and concert tickets type shit y’know what I mean

07.06.2025 04:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I bought a polaroid camera yesterday— took a few shots today and I absolutely 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 the way they look; and I just discovered I can save them digitally through an app so I could still have a copy whenever/if I give a physical print away

I’m genuinely so happy

07.06.2025 04:41 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Vertical photograph of the sky with clouds in it right before a thunderstorm. From the top of the photo are the silhouettes of a tree and its leaves looming into the photo.

Vertical photograph of the sky with clouds in it right before a thunderstorm. From the top of the photo are the silhouettes of a tree and its leaves looming into the photo.

Minimalistic photograph of the blue sky with clouds in it during sunset time. In the bottom of the frame are more darker and heavier clouds, and in between are some peach/orange toned clouds.

Minimalistic photograph of the blue sky with clouds in it during sunset time. In the bottom of the frame are more darker and heavier clouds, and in between are some peach/orange toned clouds.

Vertical photograph of the blue sky with clouds in it. At the bottom of the photo is the silhouette of a small mountain and some trees, and in the sky are the silhouettes of a few seagulls.

Vertical photograph of the blue sky with clouds in it. At the bottom of the photo is the silhouette of a small mountain and some trees, and in the sky are the silhouettes of a few seagulls.

Photograph of the soft blue/pink/lilac sky, with one little bird flying through the frame. There are soft little clouds in the sky, and in the bottom right is the silhouette of a fence.

Photograph of the soft blue/pink/lilac sky, with one little bird flying through the frame. There are soft little clouds in the sky, and in the bottom right is the silhouette of a fence.

- the blue skies collection -

29.05.2025 18:41 — 👍 971    🔁 128    💬 6    📌 2

I may have found him through trolls (luv u floyd🫶), but I love his music sm and I hope I get to go to one of his concerts if he comes back to toronto🤍

30.05.2025 18:48 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I honestly felt I didn’t have a favourite singer artist, like the kind where you get excited when they release a new album/song or a concert that you try to get tickets for,

but after listening to troye sivan’s songs and liking one after the other, I think I have one now

30.05.2025 18:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

just reminded myself this platform exists

I should start using it more for yaps and sillies fr aa

22.05.2025 02:22 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I saw one comment saying how it feels like the loud kids (americans) stayed home from school, and like,, that’s so true LMAOO

19.01.2025 21:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

omg, tiktok feels so different now, it’s more… peaceful

my fyp is so canadian now, and also everyone is like “omg hi fellow canadians, there you are!! let’s follow each other” that’s so sweet wtf😭😭 fyp feels less loud too, also a pleasant vibe

19.01.2025 21:33 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

it kinda helps typing these here, in an ironic way considering what seemed to have triggered these emotions/thoughts, but I'll save the panic of deleting this later if I remember too

18.01.2025 12:03 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I know this is unhealthy, I’m very well aware, but I also can’t help it. even now in my own (temporary) space, I feel like as if someone will hear me, and I can’t let that happen, I just can’t

18.01.2025 11:57 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I feel… static, a small weight in my chest and I can’t help tearing up but trying not to cry

I don’t know, suddenly tonight I just feel this, overwhelming wave of sadness, and I think loneliness,, I feel words bubbling trying to come out, but, I can’t help feeling cringe, so I shallow it back down

18.01.2025 11:53 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I’m trying so hard to stick to my new year’s resolution aa

granted, I told myself to 𝘵𝘳𝘺 sticking to it, so whenever I miss a day or more it won’t cause me to spiral into dropping it thinking “what’s the point”, etc.😭

(it’s a daily creativity log journal)

13.01.2025 09:23 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

art blocks sucks, or whatever, perfectionist trait also teaming up with it?? I’m trying to draw a simple character cause I wanna draw something but it needs to be placed on the page along with the idea/pose,, it has to be PERFECT

ugh:’)

08.01.2025 05:07 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I should try to make the animatics to the songs I’ve been listening too for so long, I’m reaching the point where I need to actually physically see my visions through the music/lyrics y’know what I mean

01.01.2025 23:48 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

tbh, I kinda wish there was a priv acc option

01.01.2025 03:18 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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