bhaal’s choosen

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I have decided to postpone dying. To a later date

My best friend made me promise him to call him every time I feel like drinking to cope.

He’s on ft with me talking about different types of cheese.

I have to manage how much information I take in about this storm. Because we will have a totally different problem here with all the doom and gloom.

I have to compartmentalize and be delusional.

Today I felt a little exhausted about living. I don’t have the energy to cook like a meal meal. So I’m having crab dip for dinner

I’m just glad it’s for family. They obligated to be kind 🤣🤣🤣😂

I like that. Imma start saying that I haven’t mastered that yet. Ima baking my first birthday cake end of Sept and I’m so nervous

This is not sustainable. Idk if I even want FTE anymore. 😭 this job is literally spiking every single one of my mental illnesses.

🥴🥴🥴 I feel like years of therapy have been undone in 3 months. My nerves are fried.

It was crazzzy lol cause we have agreements in game not to do that shxt

The whole time he’s sending her these disgusting messages. And I’m fuming. Because I can’t do anything unless I back out my cc too 😂😂🤣🤣. And it reminded me why I hate multiplayer

Bro, last week, a girl attacked one of their farming bases (we didn’t know it was one of their farming bases) he parked in our city and attacked her. We ran him out. He backed out the cc, BOUGHT levels. Came back and blew up her hq. It was so petty, and ugly.

I’m playing a online game and it has a bunch of people all over the world. A large Korean playerbase. And my every interaction with them lets me know the 4B movement is still going strong over there. 😭 This game is probably the only place they have a sense of control over their life

I just drove pass ***🏦 and starred willfully like a sad ex girlfriend. Anyway heading to my new partner **** is a small flex 🤣🤣 but I do miss that ex.

Are put depressed? Or do you need to clean the house?

Woke up this morning told depression no, then made an iced coffee.

elsa from frozen is dancing in the dark and saying `` let it go , let it go '' . ALT: elsa from frozen is dancing in the dark and saying `` let it go , let it go '' .

Vs conceal don’t feel don’t let it shoooowwww. Don’t let them know…

Have you ever tried to set up a ps5 while crying??? 🥹😭 likkle most I broke my tv in frustration. I hate this feeling.

Everytime I think I’ve learned how to self regulate and deal with bad news and disappointment something like this happens and I wrestle with feelings of am I handling this right?

It’s how inbetween crying I kept saying “it’s fine” “I’m okay” “it’ll work out” to my mom and she just said “it will be. I’m bringing you some cake and we can talk about it.”

And I just bawled and said “ok” 🥹🥹🥹

I knew that email was going to ruin my day.

Lol I had one call me back
Laughing saying nothing was attached and she wanted to get my invoice in before the double holiday 🤣🤣. Another just sent the money based on the previous invoice, I think they realize I’m burnt!

I take it back I love surprise money, never k-word yourself. Depression? Fake. 🤣

There should be a study on how direct deposits instantly fix your mood

Thank god for savings. Because why I bill all my clients and forget to attack invoices

Girl I keep repeating month because I can’t believe…. Not year… But month… 40 lives gone just so from carelessness

This MONTH????

You see that chosen family!?

Tbh after spending weeks being emotionally abused and finally glad this wedding over. It’s hanging with my best friend watching terrible movies that heals me 😭

If you hire me as for user experience. And ignore me about user experience best believe I will contribute ui to the project. Theres your pretty app you wanted 🤭

Thank you

How do I go about getting this prescribed? 👀 @lextroverted.bsky.social you do prescriptions ?

A text from my sister ruins my day a video call from my brother heals me. 😭

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