「 Keke 」

I'll clean some messy parts and add basecolor tomorrow, then deliver the update

Managed to finish a clean sketch. Exhausted, but fulfilled. The fever has subsided too. Good

another fever.

🤤 mie ayam

I can feel my body being fractured by pain.

focusing on work feels nice

the drama really isn't worth the investment

I think i spent too much time trying to be social instead of working toward my dream, which is a peaceful & meaningful life.

And maybe that answer is also why i signed life contract in the first place. I've been wondering about that for years.

The thought of 'Joyful Afterlife' is burdened 'Forever', while what i want is to not exist at all. I've been here all this time, just waiting for the credit roll. Maybe in some more years, i can have an answer to that. A better one.

It does make me ponder about which eternity scenario i'd choose if i'm given the options. Sadly enough, i can't think of anything.

Watched Eternity with movie gc yesterday. I love it. I laughed, cried and loving the scenes. Probs one of the best recent romcoms i've seen

Maybe i am the limiter of my own growth. It's a frustrating conclusion.

I've come to a quiet and frustrating realization that i have progressed in art as fast as i can, but not as fast as i'd like to be. In response to that thought, i shall draw more luci.

Hehe finally i got 2nd ending 🥰 only need to clear lvl 10 to trim that medal

Oh maybe a sip will do and I'll freezethe rest

Staring at my milk choco and wondering if i should stash it away for tomorrow or drink it (and brace for the consequences).

Feverish. But i think it's coz it's been raining all day and it's gettinf cold. I should rest again

GAH I WANT TO WWWOORRKK ✍️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Got awaken, cant sleep, but i want to sleep. Fever creeping in. 9 more hours until the next med rounds. Recovery mode sucks.

Taking painkiller made it a bit scary how calm my nerves can be. Suddenly all the ever present pain just disappear. I didnt even know i was in so much pain every day.

Gave up suffering and went to hospital

Craving for fries

Woke up this morning. I was in my childhood home, watching the front yard being covered in snow. I thought 'wow, crazy, we actually have snow!' So i got up out of my bed to go and check it out, but i woke up again, this time in my current room.

My stomach hurts

Received his groom attire in the mail too

Oh, this ox is a medical scholar now hehehehehehehehehheh

Now, what are my chores. I need to wash the dishes, buy rice, tissue & veggies, dry the laundry.....and i think that's it? Wow. Surprisingly less than i thought.

I think i'm just overwhelmed, and i made me freeze for three days.

The apple merch commission, that one is priority. And i've already sent update email on another one. I only need to deliver sketch to the third one. Gogh fanarts x 2, some wwm comedy comics, and what else.

Oh yea, commission banner? Apple wallpapers too.

Fr tho. Whats on my tasks list. I think i hv so many things to get done but idk which one i should do first