β« I donβt care what youβve been told,
I donβt think we need to get old β«
@pastelplushi.bsky.social
Using art to navigate trauma, identity, and sexuality. γ18+ NSFWγ**Minors DNI*** βShe/they βAdult (at least 3) βQueer, disabled, plural, and neurodivergent βABDL furry artist βIncontinent + 24/7 βStoner Baby πΌπ Commissions: closed [DNI:pedo/zoo/terf]
β« I donβt care what youβve been told,
I donβt think we need to get old β«
early internet exposure core!! >.<
@4lung.net
βοΈ Talk to me like I'm 3 yrs old!
Talk to me like I don't understand words longer than 3 syllables!
Tell me I'm "silly for trying to think so big"
I wanna feel small and not need to have any answers!
I don't wanna read the room!
I don't wanna try and puzzle together hidden context!
That's incredible omg
I hope you enjoyed blues clues :3
A small deer plushie holding a roll of string under its arm and a threaded sewing needle in the other, there's a small satchel on her shoulder too containing probably anything else she might need to repair a plushie The deer has visible stitches all over her, an embroidered image of a Christmas pine tree decorating its belly, as well as two big patches of fur around it's wrists, Its legs appear to be held on with buttons near its thigh
Little plushie doctor who helps patch up any of her fellow toys in need.
Doodled this one night after seeing a post on Tumblr by user soft--dogs of a little deer doll they were making.
GRAYSCALE SKETCH: -$85/char -Backgrounds not available -A refined sketch with different shades of gray filling elements of the picture.
SIMPLE-STYLE FLAT COLOR DRAWING -$115 per character ---Or $85/ea for waist-up only -Background: $Varies ---Solid color or simple pattern: $0 ---Complex pattern: $10-$30 ---Full scene: $55-$230 (depends on complexity Simplified features, straighter lines, less detailed fur/hair. But can be more dynamic, colorful, or cartoony without seeming out of place.
NORMAL-STYLE FLAT COLOR DRAWING -$175 per character ---Or $115/ea for waist-up only -Background: $Varies ---Solid color or simple pattern: $0 ---Complex pattern: $10-$30 ---Full scene: $55-$230 (depends on complexity) More detailed anatomy, fur, and facial features. Fewer harsh angles, more soft angles, and generally rounder shapes.
FULLY-RENDERED DRAWING: -$230 per character ---Or $175/ea for waist-up only -Background: $115-$345 ---Background is REQUIRED (for lighting purposes) ---Depends on complexity A Normal-Style Flat Color Drawing with different lighting techniques that make the character feel more like part of the scene.
β¨March commissions are open!β¨
Bills are coming up and my bank account's low again, so it's time to open again!
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It's totally fine to want to help and be empathetic to others, but we can't let it cost us our well being.
I wish all the best for you and I hope your mom learns to listen and understand you better. You deserve to be heard and seen as the person you are π
I sincerely hope that things get better for both of you going forward. My mom didn't take the boundary setting well and things unfortunately escalated to a permanent degree, and I'm still fighting the programmed guilt she installed in me, but I'm happier than ever (and so is my dad lol)
05.03.2026 17:57 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0it's your hit bro that shit is still cherried π₯π₯π
05.03.2026 16:52 β π 664 π 152 π¬ 20 π 3It's easy to fall into the guilt trap of feeling pity for our moms, especially if they had their own traumas and hardships, but you gotta remember that your mom is her own person that makes her own choices and if she's choosing to disrespect you and your wife then you can choose to set a boundary.
05.03.2026 17:02 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0But you HAVE to put you first sometimes. Taking up space feels so scary when you grow up believing that people will like you and treat you better if you're quite/hidden/obedient, and the icky feeling of shame that grows from it is hard to battle, but you CAN overcome it! --
05.03.2026 17:02 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I've recently estranged from my mom who raised me very similarly (my therapist called it the Goldfish Child Scenario, being seen as "easy to care for" and therefore being emotionally/physically neglected by caregivers) and the guilt that comes with such complicated feelings is so hard! --
05.03.2026 17:02 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
Thatβs just the way it isβ¦π΅πΆ
(project for sociology. We drew an image of poverty as we know it. Mine had stuff, but no home, money, or familial stability. Stuff does not equate stability. I think a lot of us been here, and we try to redo being little to take control of what we couldnβt, you know?)
I could be staying up all night playing Pokopia but nooooo I have school tomorrow so I gotta wait until after classes >:C
05.03.2026 00:25 β π 8 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0A vent illustration of an anthropomorphic cat girl comforting her inner child with words of affirmation. She gently combs her hair while saying "You are safe, even though your heart is hurting. You were a kind child in a confusing world. You are not foolish for wanting to be understood. You are not bad for wanting honesty, kindness and safety. Even though something precious was lost, you are still whole. Being discarded does not mean you are disposable. Your feelings are real, even if they were denied. Your care was real, even if it was erased. I see how much you loved. I see how deeply you tried. I am here with you now, and I will not leave. You didn't fail - you survived."
nurture your fragile self, don't neglect her, she holds the seed of compassion and ability to heal.
29.12.2025 00:31 β π 1271 π 462 π¬ 14 π 3
I regret taking a nap
I woke up with that post-nap dissociation and now I don't know what to do with my self
This is feeding both our middlespace and littlespace !!
03.03.2026 14:18 β π 29 π 6 π¬ 1 π 0a meme in the pokitopia font that reads: Abolish potty Training
02.03.2026 19:45 β π 114 π 31 π¬ 0 π 1
Oh no
I accidentally took the ritalin-that-gives-you-anxiety :(
I didn't get nearly as much homework done as I wanted but I also don't have too much this week so I'm not worried, just mildly annoyed
Hello friends (β Β΄β οΌβ Οβ οΌβ ο½β )
ko-fi.com/jj_puppnstuf unfortunately a lot of bills had to come out at once bc of the lineup of the month, and normally I'd be able to cart around for a few bucks but with this bipolar mixed episode I'm dealing with, I'm REALLY struggling. I hate to ask but-
Praises for the puppy
02.03.2026 05:33 β π 2510 π 678 π¬ 18 π 16
gmorning
I fell asleep in the playpen last night and got woken up by daddy helping me out, changing my diaper, then tucking me into bed
I slept so hard lol
And when they DO occasionally talk to you directly, their voice pitches up and they use much simpler words and shorter sentences to make sure you can understand them @w@
It's never anything consequential, either. It's always things like "Are you having fun?" or "What do you have there?"
I'm safe and soft and cosy and I'm eepy and I'm just a little kid
We got school tomorrow and we're gonna do our homework so well! And read some books! Then play some video games! And watch anime with our partner!
It's finally okay to rest now, it's finally safe to drop π€ πΆ
I've been small all day an been in the playpen all evening while partner is playing a campaign with some friends
Hearing them talk in the next room, muted by the soft sound of the fan and only just in the foreground is Barney playing on the TV
My star projector is shining across the room β¨ β
Hey all!
Iβm gonna be trying to save up money for an iPad so I can draw in bed (when Iβm not feeling well) or on the go!
If youβd like to donate (Iβll be doing art in return if you do). Iβll be linking my PayPal and cashapp!
$steviechuchu
Drawing of Oskie, an anthro dog with big toony glasses, hunching over an L-shaped desk to draw in her sketchbook. Text at the top reads "this is me in paradise...." Oskie's speech bubble reads, "AH, I SEE! YES... YES!" Various elements of the drawing are labelled, left to right: edamame, coke zero, video essay, trinkets, kandi supplies, drawing sparklefurs, wearable blanket.
what is an artist without an akira toriyama redraw
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