Serenity 🍎

im a simple girl, if im not loading 3 million verts into blender at one time then whats the point

Big shirt, no pants.

reposting bc I need a psych appointment to refill some prescriptions and a medcert to renew my disability card (by law I need to renew it in my country every few years.) but I'm taking a few makeup/face texture slots again !
forms, info, pricing and etc. are HERE

reposts appreciated ty !

Good evening 🖤

A lesson in fandom:

world-altering decisions are being made by a cabal of gambling addicts hell bent on self enrichment no matter the cost to humanity, we should look into that.

noticed that American education is still absolutely reeking of propaganda and selective history telling. Everytime I see some brain dead take, the urge to reply with Garfield is real. I legit feel bad for children today. Apparently reading and writing rates are sinking too. Like what is happening??

Yup. Unironically I didn't actually learn it until my mid 20s when I went through DBT for BPD treatment. Looking back it's like holy shit y'all (/gen) live like this? Like fascism has never been a German exclusive thing but I've

Depends on the school the country is in 😭🥴 critical thinking is now one of those magical abilities u have to learn by yourself it seems

Oh how we pray people will be respectful right now (they won't) 🥴

Everytime I get a viral infection I pray that I don't get sicker. I don't have much left to give. So I have to do nothing but rest right now because I can't squander what I have coz I'm living for her as much as I am me now 😭😭😭

I could always accept my reality, I've been sick since I was 16, I dreamt of having a career but I was absolutely disabled and unable to work or study by the time I was 19. I accepted that. But she was literally in the middle of hers. She was thriving. It's all gone now 😭

one of those days that Im really thinking about my best friend right now. I think of her being isolated in bed unable to tolerate touch or sound for two years now. I miss her so much. I havent heard her voice in so long, last time I did she was crying. ME/CFS is the worst thing to ever happen to us.

also confession, I fucking hate the outfit "reward" from little ladies day. it's absolutely so fucking low effort. it's what I expect from a mod, not SE, in fact as a mod it's peak, but from SE? it feels sloppy and budget. you're telling me they couldn't even edit the image so it dyes nicely?

Lyse but with short hair instead of her usual hairstyle

i put lyse in short hair and felt the presence of divine queer providence

it's really the thing people that aren't living with a post viral illness can't quite understand. we can in fact, get worse, from just a simple cold or flu, let alone fucking covid. that's if you survive it, of course.

getting covid again feels like spinning a wheel while blindfolded while the wheel is covered in every post viral symptom you could ever get long term. like what's next? I've already lost my gastro system after my last infection 😭 surely it can't get worse right? right?

Objectifying sexualizing fetishizing my favorite character really hard today

WOW lol

Dear modders clearing their XMA pages: don't

As of now, it remains king and will prob for a time™️

People have saved links to your stuff. Esp for upscaling

Use your xma as a redirect: upload you new stuff to HS and link to that on your old XMA download

No broken links
People find you & HS

Honestly the less you know about the mod 'community' the better your mental health will be

⊱ a very sweet blorb asked me to post my port of Infinity Nikki's Rose Knight attire, pls enjoy ! 🌹🗡️

animals hurt, like I do autistic people. Maybe we just feel for them so much more deeply? I'm not sure if they've ever or will ever study this 😭 because I'd love to know too

Something I've noticed is that this feeling/sentiment is often expressed by us autistic/neurodivergent people. I don't believe that bullshit about us having no empathy is at all true but I wonder if our empathy can be stronger in other areas. I've never seen people who physical hurt, when they see

Taking bets on if I test positive for Covid over the next few days. My other half brought us a nice viral gift from his conference home 🥴

xiv plugin wank is the most superior modding wank

Same people who seem to also think Garleans are N*zi coded and not Russian 😭

Why is the brio dev talking like an anime villain after getting pushback lmao

being in your 30s in fandom is also being with your friends and enabling each others' freak and I think that's beautiful