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if you relate to my scrambled mad ramblings of a man frantically trying to fistfight his own brain into a state of rest I hate to be that guy but. (pointing at my own brain) This Is Aberrant Brain Behavior !!!

I am going to put ice packs on my eyeballs and become dracula for 20 minutes about it

how do I beam this information (that I need way, way more solo time) into peoples heads without having to then explain that no I do not hate them no it isnt their fault, they didnt do anything wrong, No there is no way to fix it, This is just how I am and trust me I know it sucks. i am so tired

I am just small and tired and easily overwhelmed. like. so, so, so easily overwhelmed.

being stopped and shown a meme while trying to make food is what triggered this spiral. bc it derailed me when I hadnt eaten yet and now I have no time at all to actually decompress before mandatory hangout time.

I spend all day making sure I am Present and Available for people as much as I can tolerate but then I never switch Off or have time to actually recover bc even if I say im taking time for myself, I know i have to stay Semi Present or people will assume I hate them or am ignoring them or or or

I love talking to people and am a chronic yapper but in-person socializing is the absolute bane of my entire existence and i hate doing it unless it's spontaneous and novel or going out somewhere

talking online is easier, it takes so much less spoons, but my brothers tone through text is Unreadable

teo your autism is showing and also baring it's teeth like it wants to kill . teo you need to take pamprin or you'll die (have a meltdown, cancel the plans last minute and feel so bad you want to actually die for the next 3 days about it)

I AM SITTING IN A DARK ROOM

BUT MY BRAIN IS ACUTELY AWARE WE HAVE TO GO IN AN HOUR TO SOCIALIZE FOR 3 HOURS AND THEN IMMEDIATELY GO SHOPPING BECAUSE WE NEED FOOD FOR MY WIFE TO BRING TO WORK FOR LUNCH FOR THE NEXT WEEK

I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 9 AND HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SIT OR REST UNTIL NOW

AAAAAAA

local man twists himself into intricate knots trying to protect himself from the unhealthy cope that is processing others emotions, while also not fully letting his loved ones down, knowing he can't actually save them or even help them if they won't take on the responsibility themselves. dies

not bc of him, but because i am also struggling and there's no way for me to take him by the hand and show him the things I have learned through therapy...it won't stick.

It takes a lot of self analysis and introspection the likes of which he is unlikely to want to take on as-is

I also dont know how to express to my brother that while I love him to pieces and I understand how alone and depressed he feels, I cannot be a lifeline for him in the way it feels like he kind of relies on me to be - socially, at least - and as much as he wants to game or hang out I just...dont

I am not the social person I used to be and in fact I would argue I do a whole hell of a lot better the more time I am left to my own devices, but that time and space and ability to be [ PHYSICALLY ] separate from people is all but absent now and I am. not doing well without it

I know when I am There and In It I will probably be fine !!! I will enjoy playing games or hanging out !!!!

but I am so tired that I am about to burst into tears and maybe throw up bc idk how to balance my need to be alone w/ their (valid) social needs & expectations for the relationships we share

having a Bad Time trying to balance between still being social with friends/family while also acutely aware of how completely and entirely exhausted and fully burnt-out to nothing but ash I am, socially

as in. the idea of hangout gaming time w/ my partner and brother is making me want to die,

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NODDING...

I think a lot of people miss out on (or dont realize how FUN AND COOL the themes at play) monster/monster stuff can be....Theres a LOT of monster/human romance or plotlines, it can be quite saturated at times??

so like. THAT'S THE NICHE, BABEY!!!

Dear lord dude where do I get access to the COOL FUCKING MUSHROOM dimension

The sunset was SO PRETTY THE OTHER DAY....when we get weird weather here aometimes the colors do crazy shit with the clouds and I love it

The KIBBIES....have been soooo. Snuggly. She is so comfy and happy it makes me cry BFMFBD

This is stunning!!! And feels so COMFORTING!!!?

It's like I can hear the kind of music that would play when you spawn into this area and it's just. Serene and gentle. Lovely work!!!

A rectangular postcard print against a purple background. Image depicts a landscape of white clouds parting above green farmland, a large star rises from the center surrounded by a tall arcing rainbow and a subtle starry veil

Dream Spawn, 2025

Four panel comic titled Anxiety. In the first panel is Nema on her motorcycle, she’s driving over a bridge. Text reads “I hold my breath crossing bridges” in the second panel it reads “and passing cemeteries, showing Nema running on foot past a grave yard. In the third panel she’s falling, her motorcycle crashing through the bridge, text reads “Just In Case-“ in the final panel Nema is being dragged down into the dirt of the graveyard by countless hands and the text reads “I get dragged in.”

it’s not fun being superstitious
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#art #ocsky #fantasyart #sundaycomic

(got lost in the bit. Too delighted by it to delete. Suffer my posts....forgive me....)

No see it's a healthy author ecosystem...

If all of us were werewolf girlies, the vampire population would suffer, and then the werewolves would overpopulate and the zombies would come back in FULL force and since they're already invasive the vampires are one of the few things keeping them in check

🩵Rosalina, medieval witch queen❤️

THEY!! ARE!! EVERYTHING!!!! Oh my GODDD the little semi-guilty "oopsie" pose meanwhile her gf looks so PROUD OF HERSELF ....

Peak yuri to me oh my god they're so. (Clenching my gay little fist) 🥹❤️ !!!!

Aftermath🤭

#oc #monsterhearts #lesbian

Post a pic you took, no context, to bring some zen to the feed.

(2 for 1 special I can't choose)

color sketch of two nude anthro cat girls, Cleo the cheetah on the left, farther from the camera, and a yet unnamed serval to the right, closer to it. they're sitting across each other, legs spread, stroking their touching horsecocks as they blast ropes over the other Cleo has piercing on her nipples, and a 5-step frenulum ladder on her dick

#sketch #comm for @ceceyigenn.bsky.social, v2! her girls Cleo and a yet unnamed serval, unpacking some heat

I forgot we can just. do things for the joy or whimsy of doing a funny little thing. together. wtf when did I forget that

omg wait holy shit guys you can have craft nights with your friends or family just because.........

Non-binary twink cock for you