Nefer

Time for some haphazard zoomies! I'm gonna be the very best....maybe <.<

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Neferukaen - Twitch We're gonna go fast! And crash into some trees probably! New redeem! Let's race! 18+

We're gonna go fast! And crash into some trees probably! New redeem! Let's race! 18+

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people who don't make me feel like I'm trying too hard. I shouldn't be following up so much or throwing it out that I'm available...and crickets mostly. Feeling majorly disconnected and missing my crafting.

in. I do need to revisit those messages. But there are only a few streams/communities that do not have me feeling invisible. The interactions are just different towards me than others. And I know I can be intense to some, but it feels off to me. Feeling a need to shift my focus to myself and those

I'm starting to consider taking a hiatus from Twitch/Discord. I'm more and more finding that I'm trying to collaborate, make friends, and hang out with others. Yet they are making plans and time for other people and not very often keeping in touch with me. I know there are some replies I'm behind

Happy Halloween! Will post a pic of my work costume later on!

The fatigue is real today. Nap time when?

I went to a movie with live orchestra tonight. Was lots of fun!

Omfg o.o

This being woken up an hour or more earlier due to cramps and pains is just so rude. Being female is not for the weak...I feel like such a baby every time also...blegh lol 🙃

Neferukaen - Twitch Happy Spooktober! The newest Hidden Cats game is out! Let's find more Kitties!! 18+

Happy Spooktober! The newest Hidden Cats game is out! Let's find more Kitties!! 18+

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Post something 90s ✨️

I only saw the 3rd one, was quite ridiculous lol what did you think?

Had yet another "awww man, that figures" moment last night...like maybe I'm too open minded still...lol or just too dang hopeful...I dunno lol

Neferukaen - Twitch Happy Spooktober! Let's find more Hidden Cats! & then Ferry some more of the Dead (Part 14)! 18+

Happy Spooktober! Let's find more Hidden Cats! & then Ferry some more of the Dead (Part 14)! 18+

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Über masculine.

Ultra peace-y.

I know im just extra exhausted and emotionally and mentally burnt out and overwhelmed lately. I feel alone kinda easily also. It sucks. I should sleep. Hopefully things pick up at some point. Missing some things that would really help me cope a little better right now. Everything is kinda scary

Ly. Sure I can reach out. But dang if someone else could make the effort more often. Besides like 1 person. I love the effort people make. Just saying hi to someone and they're always talking about hanging out with like 2 or 3 people. But not made plans with me...like is it ever gonna happen lol

When basically everyone you know already had families and friends groups and partners and always seems to be busy with them. And you dont have much of that in your life. Like when do I get that steady people who make plans with me and it becomes just second nature to reach out to each other regular-

Neferukaen - Twitch Happy Spooktober! It's vampire time! Nevermind them zombies! Extended time active! 18+

Happy Spooktober! Vampires, Ghouls, & Ghosts Galore! & don't read from the Book! Let's hang out for awhile! Extended time active! 18+

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Today has been so whacky at work...wtf

The word NI painted on the promenade at Weymouth. A row of windswept bushes in the background.

Don’t think much of your shrubbery, mate.

Im trying to really believe i have a bright beautiful future with a lot of happiness in it. I will make it be true.

“Just be yourself” can sound like cliché and bad advice, because honestly, it goes badly sometimes. It can hurt. Some people will reject you. But the reason it’s worth it is that when things do work out, it’s with people who really like the real you, and that feels so much better than pretending.

Need and a want

Everything feels like a bit too much right now.

The body dysphoria is rearing its ugly head and got me feeling kinda shitty about myself...glad this doesnt happen very often...here's to hoping the seasonal depression doesnt affect me as much this year...im fine even if its difficult to feel that way sometimes

This pops in my head regularly lol

I wanna see the TikToks of the rapture people after they’re proven wrong