Jay🩶

Alright?

Easier than my real feelings so whatever ☹️

It’s fine. I’m not.

Not about needing any or wanting anything you’d know that if you were listening

Right.

Okay…???

Sometimes it’s about just making someone not feel insane. But yeah sure not sure how to handle it.

Dunno how to get past being too much… when I was basically told I am…

How to make someone feel like a freak?

Treat them like you don’t know how to handle them.

Thought I was understood guess I was wrong

Opposite of what I want since leaving and ditching me was the start of all of this but whatever to make you handle it better. God the people who should understand you so clearly don’t:(

Yup I’m impossible pretty much. It’s official. Show some weakness and feelings and now people don’t know how to deal with you

Wow

Sometimes I want comfort too. This is why I don’t talk about my feelings

Always the comforting one but when I’m upset over things I never get that in return

Maybe I’m the bad person that should disappear

Like I said. Doesn’t matter. And that was proven

Guess you didn’t care to talk to me tonight

:(

Whatever

Didn’t say that and wouldn’t but whatever you want :/

Had to on my lunch ? Ok

Probably gonna sleep half the day again :/

:/

Sigh :(

Cause any time with me is the worst thing in the world

Because you decide not to care about anything. I’m simply deciding not to car if we get time where we both have not much to do. So I’m not disappointed when every offer to work is accepted like I mean nothing. Didn’t say don’t take it.. but you could’ve at least tried a diff day

Just decide not to care so you’re not disappointed:/

Apparently I’m just wanted to say sounds good and no worries…

Why even ask me if it doesn’t ever matter what I want lol