Eternity

Now that I'm done with some recertification courses for my career, I think it's time to go back to learning to draw!~

This is one of my biggest issues right now. I try so hard to support others' art, writing, hobbies, etc. and oftentimes feel like that interest and support is never returned.

I've learned waking up early and having time to sit and rest, exercise and recover makes for much less stressful mornings.

Waking up and scrambling to get ready and make it to work on time is really destructive.

You CAN be too kind.

Don't let people take advantage of you. Stand up for yourself if you're being manipulated.

My goal this year is to prioritize my physical and mental health, and a lot of that is saying "No" when I need to.

So many responsibilities yet all I want to do is play Minecraft and watch YouTube..... Truly a 2012 type of Sunday.

It's fun to ask people questions about their hobbies and watch them open up and get excited.

Sometimes you have to ask people questions about themselves and their interests before you can truly say you've met them.

I didn't realize today was Saturday. I set my alarm for work and everything.

Surprise weekends are the best weekends~

The smallest positive comment, DM, message, and smile can make my day, I swear.

Im starved for positivity

I never feel more like myself than when im collaborating with other creative minds.

I keep hitting some strange key combination accidentally that opens up an app on my PC while I'm working on projects. I don't know why it keeps happening.
(;*´Д`)ﾉ

It is freeing to realize that some hobbies are stressful and that it's OK to take a break from doing something you enjoy if it causes more stress than joy, right now.

My boss uses A/I art for his projects. I keep showing off all the c0mmissioned art I'm getting for my project by real, actual humans. I'm trying very hard to convert him!!

Sometimes I think I'm online too much, but then I get explained the h3h3 idubbbz beef and realize that I'm actually doing pretty good.

Working with real human artists on projects is so exciting. I have nothing but respect for people who can create things with their own hands/minds.

Gonna be real: nothing is as much of an immediate turnoff for me when looking for new content creators as a Throne account.

Does anyone actually enjoy April Fools product announcements from brand accounts?

They just annoy and frustrate me.

The only difference I've noticed with my new antidepressants is I have an easier time talking to my hair-lady while she cuts my hair.

I guess that's an improvement?

I just now realized that kids/young adults today have never experienced leaving their video game consoles on overnight because they don't have a memory card for their PlayStation.

I want more isekai anime with female MCs. Too few exist, and the ones that do always have to make it about romance.

I tried to organize a "singles dinner" on Friday at a local restaurant, and it quickly devolved into me hosting a party at my place.

I didn't sign up for this. ಠ‿ಠ

Update: they follow quantum physics. Thanks, Wikipedia's "Non-Technical Explanation" section. Whoever wrote that should have been paid more than my college professors.

Why did I want my high-fantasy world to follow the rules of space-time?

I'm trying to decipher "anti-de Sitter space is a maximally symmetric Lorentzian manifold with constant negative scalar curvature" to make sure my spells follow the rules of quantum physics.

Long shower, then writing time.

No scary thoughts of the outside world. Only hot water and coziness.
(=^ェ^=)

✨ Capitalism ✨

Sometimes someone in public says something that mentally triggers a TF2 source film maker animation meme and I gotta keep myself from mentioning it, because I know they weren't chronically online in the early 2010s like I was.

It's time for my twice-yearly Minecraft addiction. ✨✨

a woman is giving a thumbs up in front of a crowd of people . ALT: a woman is giving a thumbs up in front of a crowd of people .

A coworker got ahold of me after hours to ask how a thing worked.

I explained it.

They got frustrated and said "Whatever! I'm just going to--" and then proceeded to say they were going to do what I just explained to them.

I had to buy new tires for my car. I almost never drive it.

$1,200 for decent tires capable of driving in the nasty, snow-filled mountains I call my home feels like an utter scam.

Having follower notifs turned on became much worse for my mental health as of today. The porn bots are finally here.

Another year of my career starts tomorrow.
I don't look forward to it.