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@spoiledcitrus.bsky.social

{29β€’he/himβ€’latino} {i draw sometimes ✏️} {the last thing i ever want to make is sense}   [❀️ @journobyl.bsky.social ❀️]     { spoiledcitrus.crd.co } β€ƒβ€ƒβ€ƒπŸ’—πŸ”… sunspot.crd.co πŸ”…πŸ’—

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i genuinely want to engage and reach out and reignite that creative spark, but i feel trapped in my own head. this shit blows HARD and idk what to do other than joke about it. :)

03.03.2026 06:27 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

besides depression, i think im just drained / exhausted. and its doubly disappointing because i already wasnt doing much to begin with. im so sorry, all.

03.03.2026 06:25 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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#housekinokuni #padparadscha

02.03.2026 23:09 β€” πŸ‘ 19    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Gilenoux Bleuives (he/him) looks at the viewer with an expression of utter disdain. His upper lip is curled as if he's smelling something rancid, and his thin silver brows are low over his eyes. He has one hand pressed to his face. A text box at the bottom reads "Tch. I'm not impressed."

Gilenoux Bleuives (he/him) looks at the viewer with an expression of utter disdain. His upper lip is curled as if he's smelling something rancid, and his thin silver brows are low over his eyes. He has one hand pressed to his face. A text box at the bottom reads "Tch. I'm not impressed."

An alternative to the previous image. Gilenoux is now flushed and looking away from the viewer, with a hand covering his smiling mouth. His blush extends from his cheeks all the way to the tips of his ears. The text box simply reads "...!" now.

An alternative to the previous image. Gilenoux is now flushed and looking away from the viewer, with a hand covering his smiling mouth. His blush extends from his cheeks all the way to the tips of his ears. The text box simply reads "...!" now.

POV: you answered incorrectly VS. correctly while playing this otome game

#GilPOSES | #GPOSERS | #Elezen

02.03.2026 17:40 β€” πŸ‘ 70    πŸ” 33    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 1

creatively stumped and trying not to scream about it ✌️

03.03.2026 03:34 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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My loving you meant only heartaches.

#5.0spoilers

03.03.2026 01:14 β€” πŸ‘ 21    πŸ” 9    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
kiht petting a unicorn YAYYY!!!!

kiht petting a unicorn YAYYY!!!!

horse girl #kihtpose

03.03.2026 01:56 β€” πŸ‘ 23    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i just need two more items before the rest of the mines opens past lvl 80!!! i love this game so much... just know im going to get so annoying when i can finally marry hayden </3

02.03.2026 05:10 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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hmm... what can i render today (15 mins later) hmm! i dont want to do this actually </3 #sunspotπŸ”…

27.02.2026 03:33 β€” πŸ‘ 72    πŸ” 17    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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pov i am trying to sell you on a'vett for shipping purposes (i cannot articulate anything)

28.12.2024 09:22 β€” πŸ‘ 45    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

fields of mistria is such a dangerous game for me. it was literally 3pm 30 minutes ago but its somehow 8pm?!!?!?!?!!!#@%$!*

02.03.2026 04:22 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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#miqomarch day 1: begin
when the chill of winter is finally chased away by the first breath of spring, Jude Paw feels his blood begin to race... the coming of the warmer seasons can only mean one thing: Blitzball Season has begun!
#judepawgpose

02.03.2026 02:20 β€” πŸ‘ 158    πŸ” 46    πŸ’¬ 9    πŸ“Œ 1
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before i forget... i actually like the regular version :)

01.03.2026 07:24 β€” πŸ‘ 70    πŸ” 25    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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most hated man in g*rlemald btw

05.12.2025 06:53 β€” πŸ‘ 208    πŸ” 42    πŸ’¬ 8    πŸ“Œ 1
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only caught a glimpse of the emet-selch discourse and my opinion has always been this since day 1

01.03.2026 08:54 β€” πŸ‘ 729    πŸ” 332    πŸ’¬ 11    πŸ“Œ 4
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guhh
[ #ffxivart | #emet-selch ]

28.02.2026 23:14 β€” πŸ‘ 370    πŸ” 162    πŸ’¬ 8    πŸ“Œ 0

When will people stop trying to police how trans men present themselves bc it’s really no one’s business except the guy in question 😟

01.03.2026 07:57 β€” πŸ‘ 512    πŸ” 173    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 2
a graphic for my in-game birthday (art) party, the SPRINGTIME BRAWL. the text reads:

SPRINGTIME BRAWL
come celebrate my 26th birthday
by committing acts of violence with me :)
β€” WHEN: sunday, march 1st @ 4pm (PST)
β€” WHERE: crystal, diabolos, the wolves' den
(backup location: dynamis, halicarnassus)
β€” ATTIRE: anything you're willing to kick ass in
(or get your ass kicked in, i'm not judging)
DUELS ARE ENCOURAGED!! anyone who defeats
me, your host (caelum aphelion) in a duel will get
a prize of a random item from my inventory
and some gil maybe idk
at 6:30pm (PST) we will all queue into frontlines
for further acts of violence
come hangout, brawl, party, gpose, whatever!
feel free to use #SPRINGTIMEBRAWL to post
on bluesky!

a graphic for my in-game birthday (art) party, the SPRINGTIME BRAWL. the text reads: SPRINGTIME BRAWL come celebrate my 26th birthday by committing acts of violence with me :) β€” WHEN: sunday, march 1st @ 4pm (PST) β€” WHERE: crystal, diabolos, the wolves' den (backup location: dynamis, halicarnassus) β€” ATTIRE: anything you're willing to kick ass in (or get your ass kicked in, i'm not judging) DUELS ARE ENCOURAGED!! anyone who defeats me, your host (caelum aphelion) in a duel will get a prize of a random item from my inventory and some gil maybe idk at 6:30pm (PST) we will all queue into frontlines for further acts of violence come hangout, brawl, party, gpose, whatever! feel free to use #SPRINGTIMEBRAWL to post on bluesky!

WELCOME TO THE #SPRINGTIMEBRAWL ‼️πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯ i'm turning 26 this year and i want nothing more than to commit acts of violence

β€” WHEN: sunday, march 1st @ 4pm (PST)
β€” WHERE: crystal, diabolos, the wolves' den (backup location: dynamis, halicarnassus)
β€” ATTIRE: anything you're willing to kick ass in

13.02.2026 01:34 β€” πŸ‘ 98    πŸ” 63    πŸ’¬ 9    πŸ“Œ 4
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before i forget... i actually like the regular version :)

01.03.2026 07:24 β€” πŸ‘ 70    πŸ” 25    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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find glory in the shadows #sunspotπŸ”…

01.03.2026 07:12 β€” πŸ‘ 18    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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murder was the case.
#twoposting #pawlore #judevides

09.09.2025 05:08 β€” πŸ‘ 119    πŸ” 33    πŸ’¬ 10    πŸ“Œ 0
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made a new retainer

28.02.2026 21:16 β€” πŸ‘ 102    πŸ” 15    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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puppy co-worker pesters you during a rare break from work #ffxiv #azemet #emetselch

28.02.2026 17:25 β€” πŸ‘ 106    πŸ” 57    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Minfilia Illustrations #SHB #ShadowbringersSpoilers

28.02.2026 02:51 β€” πŸ‘ 255    πŸ” 154    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

ur so sweet oomfie ily!!! ;o; πŸ«‚

27.02.2026 16:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i desperately wish i wasnt so fucking depressed, everything is exhausting and i just want to draw. i just want to gpose. i just want to interact with people. now i just want to cry!!! ughhh

27.02.2026 05:14 β€” πŸ‘ 11    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
During Taro's Gunbreaker training he learned on the field.
The photo above occurs during a Trench assault on the Bozja Southern Front; Taro fights off an assault from men and machina of the 4th Legion. In the foreground is a dead Garlean, his boot caked in mud and blood while another charges the Whitetail. Taro seems poised to strike even with the chaos that surrounds him.

During Taro's Gunbreaker training he learned on the field. The photo above occurs during a Trench assault on the Bozja Southern Front; Taro fights off an assault from men and machina of the 4th Legion. In the foreground is a dead Garlean, his boot caked in mud and blood while another charges the Whitetail. Taro seems poised to strike even with the chaos that surrounds him.

|| #Taropics || #Tarolore ||

"There is no rest for me. There never *will* be rest for me."

27.02.2026 03:47 β€” πŸ‘ 86    πŸ” 30    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 1
A picture of Victor and Victoriaux de Holes facing each other as part of a poster for the Undergrowth, a FFXIV venue. The poster reads: The Undergrowth, theundergrowthxiv.carrd.co, sfw, 18+ only. Opens on March 1st 2026, 8PM EST at Maduin in the Lavender Beds on Ward 14 Plot 36. We're also hiring! We're looking for 2 hosts and 1 bartender.

A picture of Victor and Victoriaux de Holes facing each other as part of a poster for the Undergrowth, a FFXIV venue. The poster reads: The Undergrowth, theundergrowthxiv.carrd.co, sfw, 18+ only. Opens on March 1st 2026, 8PM EST at Maduin in the Lavender Beds on Ward 14 Plot 36. We're also hiring! We're looking for 2 hosts and 1 bartender.

The Undergrowth opens its doors once more! Shake off those last minute winter chills and relax before spring cleaning under our roof. We're also hiring again -- interested in joining us? Check the replies for more info!

[ #ffxivrp | #ffxivvenue | #rpvenue ]

27.02.2026 01:50 β€” πŸ‘ 33    πŸ” 24    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 9
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hmm... what can i render today (15 mins later) hmm! i dont want to do this actually </3 #sunspotπŸ”…

27.02.2026 03:33 β€” πŸ‘ 72    πŸ” 17    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0