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So many people said I could reach out and I can’t because my brain is dumb and thinks they’ll leave once they know

I never use this anymore but I feel sick tonight like i have been so out of it for weeks I just can’t do this anymore.

:/ you are too kind

Body dysmorphia is so bad tonight like why do I look like that 😭

I do have abandonment issues with men… but I just… I don’t know….

I literally would drop anything to be with a woman… like it’s just so easy.

Having a sexuality crisis again. Like… I can be immediately attracted to a man… but it really takes a lot for me to want to date them… WHAT DOES IT MEANNNN

Idk I just feel like no one will notice anyway so why not

Sometimes I feel like I should just delete my main…

NSFW: but I continue to surprise myself with what turns me on… I’m blaming it on my p*riod

“I know you won’t accept it, but I know you need it.” GIRL PLS

My therapist really is my hype person like why does this woman end my session with validation every single time.

My therapist being like “okay but how do YOU feel about this situation? What do YOU need?” Oh! Um… hm…

Therapy was a lot harder today and I can’t stop crying

I crave romantic love but have no idea what that actually feels like

Me having a full crash out on main… no more wine for the night lmao

Thank god you said something bc I was raising my eyebrow but i thought I was the only one lol

NSFW: Why are s*x toys so expensive like… fuckkkk

Why do I love my friend sm and told her I’d be there for her to get the vinyl she wants I’m so

I just don’t go on main hehehe

I know I said I’d go to sleep but what if I just pull an all nighter

Ovulation week goes crazy

I’m really just trying to get ****** like…. It gets to a point

I’ve tried so hard not to let myself get this intense again, I can’t

I need to sleep actually probably lmao

On the verge of getting too dark again so I need to breathe

Sometimes I forget how attracted to red hair I am and then 😵‍💫

I just want a pretty girl on my arm that’s all

I guess it just feels like I’m not just talking to myself anymore.

I thought therapy would make me exhausted… and maybe that’s to come but honestly it’s made me calmer so far…