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we cant play tag anymore bc jason might think we are actually chasing him and want to kill him for real

omg no you cant write about monarchy and succession battles what if the preschoolers think youre a MONARCHIST

i truly think it has made everyone stupider that we now view all fiction as a morality play

i think if you wanna tackle homophobia or racism etc etc in your work that is a worthy endeavor if youre gonna do it correctly but to say that writing about a minority group REQUIRESSSS that you discuss their oppression or you arent being authentic is so. ridiculous. like ok edgelord

god i love vindication. came across another editor talking a bout how being inclusive does not require oppression in your work GODDDDD. it is crazy the amount of people i have heard who are INSISTANT on the opposite. the fact that they are white and gay and talking abt homophobia is obvious im sure

i got theron and zevran brainworms accidentally and now i have to see them or i'll start biting

downloading dragon age origins. chat how cooked am i

oh my god four. but the fourth one is his ex so that doesnt really count the vibes are different

solas inviting the wrath of three separate gay elves is really funny to me personally

still havent decided if hawke is gonna be dead/maybe alive in the fade or if it's gonna be alistair in this dragon age fic. sorry to fenris but i do think it would be compelling if your man was presumed dead

wyll in his slutty DIY crop top and capris like A HO NEVER GETS COLD

"wyll doesnt know what sex is and would be so shy" wyllyam ravengard eats ass and pussy and reads literary porn recreationally shut up bro

i was expecting (bleakly) that the state of the world would mean literary interest in scifi and a move away from high fantasy/romantasy and i may be correct. yay (said while crying)

seeing editors talking about how steampunk seems to be ramping up like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH I HAVE TO WRITE MY BOOK NOWWWWWWWW

i also think the themes that i like to touch on are much more suited to something closer to urban fantasy and whimsical scifi lol will continue to noodle on this. maybe attempt a new synopsis with this genre in mind

still waffling on this bc i am kind of married to the original aesthetic, but i also think that doesnt necessarily mean it's what i should do lol me being a huge fan of high fantasy doesnt mean that im gonna write one that makes any meaningful contribution to the genre

*insane person voice* what if i switched project chosen from classical fantasy to urban fantasy. what if i did that

11/10 walk!!!!

having very mild to no fear of death or nonexistence bc i just havent insisted that i am somehow cosmically vital

i matter just enough and also quite little. and when i die i'll just be dead. but i can do art and help a handful of people while im here and isnt that great!!!

saw a tumblr post that was like "I have a healthy sense of unimportance" and man that is really just like. my whole worldview aint it lmfao

in other news should i play inquisition today so i can get depressed about veilguard's writing again

had the worst kind of period-induced insomnia where i went to sleep fine for about three hours and then woke up and was wide awake for another three hours before passing out again. and now im dead

I was talking the other day about how I would hate having a dick and I stand by that except for one thing. Helicoptering would fucking rule

Angela smosh marry me on Thursday when i am free

I LIVE IN YOUR HEAD. I HAVE A HUGE APARTMENT IN YOUR HEAD. I FUCK BITCHES AND GET MONEY IN YOUR HEAD

i just think he's neat

i think i do a good job of spreading the wealth story-wise between jack, atlas and blue in bioshock fic but i cannot deny that the brain chemicals are Different while writing atlas lmao

got way too locked in decorating a house in da sims but i dragged myself off and im gonna recalibrate my brain and eat and write lmao everything's fine it's not 10pm

youtube is a tar pit but still we persevere or whatever