Kenna🫐

Having me work a 2pm - 11 pm shift, then immediately going to sleep and making me wake up again at 9:30 am for my 10 am - 7 pm shift is fucking brutal and should be illegal btw.

Living in turkiye and working a customer service job has made me the kind of girl thatll look at clothes alone in a store and just ask the next girl passing by her opinion on the shirt, also i can just call ppl now w no struggle. I got character development fr fr

Oh also he has a hickey.

Chat i just had my first kiss. In the basement by the cats, hiding from my mom, in a dark corner. It was sloppy, a little silly, we knocked teeth from excitement, it was insane. Ive decided i like kissing, but me and my fiance definitely need practise -w-

i had my first making out with a person (fiance) ever and im a changed woman. We didnt kiss on the lips bcs we want to save that for when its not sinful but we kissed, licked and bit eachothers necks, face, hands, shoulders. It was so intimate. Tight hugs, neck kisses, feeling eachothers bodies🫠

Leave it to me to introduce my 35 year old female colleague to fanfiction and ao3 during work😇 „hey howd your english get so good“ „watch shows, read fanfic“ „whats fanfic“ „its if i watch harry potter and lowkey want harry to be evil, thats fanfic“ *brief silence* „any platform u read that on?

Without going into much detail, my fiance did something thaz broke my trust, ruined my confidence, my love and respect for him. I have chosen to forgive him but i no longer want to be intimate with him, in fact i almost feel disgusted by the thought.

So uhm
Asked my fiance if hes watched anything nsfw since we agreed to both you know. Not. And uh. He couldnt give me a clear no as an answer. Im shaking, my heart is genuinely hurting, im on the verge of tears. Im not okay.

One thing abt me is in insufferable when im in love, all i will talk about, all i think about, all i want is him. I am his girl through and through ://

he proved me wrong

we had a small argument/issue yesterday but i also started my period and he still texted my brother and came over (without telling me) to give me some snacks and drinks, thats how i know hes the right one

we didnt sleep call last night bcs we had to put another break on our alone time bcs we are too horny and i slept cuddled up to his hoodie all night listening to romance songs half sobbing 😇

God knew to give me a guy thats 23, mature enough to mistake for 30, with already slightly greying hair, wears button ups casually, and has a beard to fulfill my wish of being with a dilf without having the 20 year age gap❤️

Ive become such a crybaby since being w my man, im so happy i finally get to be fully attached to a man without fearing that we need to break up bcs we cant get married like its been all my past relationships (online ones lol.) Its like my soul relaxed and now i get to cry out all my pent up sadness

Fiancé and I put a break to lovey dovey and sexy stuff last night bcs we were sinning and im NOT ok i miss him so fucking bad even though hes here

Guys my fiance is being cold and my abandonment anxiety is NOT taking it well🙂🙂🙂

Hi, im back😍

I die and thats that. Love is fake and hoping for it is pathetic.

Its 4 am, i am alone in my room watching tv. Ive got work on monday, all i can think about is surviving the next week. Ive never been cuddled, never been kissed, never been looked at with love or been gently caressed. I doubt it will ever happen, love like that doesnt exist for me. I will work until

We would fuck like animals, i would clean his clothes, he would bring home money, i will pop out children. And at no point will anyone ever love me while we do that, i will be a tool for it all, for my body, but no one can actually love it. I will only be convenient. No one can look at me with love.

Im so overwhelmingly happy seeing my best friend with her fiance, in a beautiful dress, eyes full of love for eachother as they dance. So why do I feel so immensely lonely? Like im missing life, like i wont ever have what she has? Nobody will ever genuinely love me, if anything itll be a transaction

I HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH BRO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my worst nightmare finally happened i swear i consider that possibility every time like „what if hes bald“ AND THIS TIME HE ACTUALLY WAS

Man i was roleplaying with a new guy, went *runs my fingers through your hair* and he IMMEDIATELY went „im bald.“ im literally gona kms

Me going back to all of my bad habits that i thought i fixed in the past 4 months within 3 days is insane. Anyway i need a man to tell me how to touch my tits and praise me for doing well now

I want a healthy and sane person from the early 1900s to live through one average day in my life and see how it affects him. Will he be overstimulated? Afraid? Exhausted? Excited?? Same music food traffic work just all of it, assuming by some magical reason he knows how to do all that. Just to see

When i eat smth i rlly like n burp later on and get to taste it again :33

I feel like the 2000s/early 10s are repeating themselves, from music to economic issues to tomodachi life making a comeback, its oddly comforting?

Getting my hair dyed red again and IM SO ITCHY I CANT ITCH IT THIUGZ RAGSUQBRUWBW

The left hate me bcs im right and the right hate me bcs i like women and have dyed hair😞🙏🏻

Aaa çok sağol bilmiyordum, o gün alısverişe gideceğim😍