Sunny || commissions coming eventually... 💚

i say to a wall in my padded cell

the people aren't ready for my top secret mlp passion project. they aren't ready for well-written starlight glimmer or princess twilight with a good character arc. they just aren't,,,

a thread containing my random mlp headcanons (and by mlp i mean G4 specifically)

most of these are written in a fervor at like 1-2 AM in my notes app so sorry if they don’t make sense sometimes

👊🐴

anyways i’m thinking of posting mlp stuff here after being too embarrassed to in the past.

i’ve grown as a person and thaf means everybody now has to deal with me talking about pastel horses and how i think they should kiss and hold hands

“i need to draw them more”

heh,,, how naive i was back then,,, yare yare 😏

but seriously i don’t know what to do with them (or what to do in general ever)

*sideeyes like 90% of the anime and internet stuff i enjoyed as a child*

i really feel nostalgic and have attachments to some things but then sometimes i remember the source material being kinda weird/problematic and it’s like “okay but in MY perfect cool world they wouldn’t be like that and everything is good and nice”

i forget about these two ocs i have and i truthfully love both of them a lot

i need to draw them more

(cat one is named Wanda and uses she/they, smiley face mask one is Sadie and uses they/them)

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!
it's finally happening!
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here is my in-depth commission information:
tinyurl.com/5unnyC0mms

it's time for:
listen to boards of canada and feel the numbness of life hours

a girl with purple hair is crying in front of a sign that says " exit " ALT: a girl with purple hair is crying in front of a sign that says " exit "

going grocery shopping with my mom and almost cried not remembering when the last time i went outside + got dressed was.

therapy can't come soon enough, fellas.

farcille my beloved <3333

or you know i could build a blog from the ground up. but that's maybe if i ever feel like it teehee
but i really love those old internet personal sites and stuff, the kind that just existed to exist. somebody's little world for people to visit.
love that.

a blue haired anime girl with green eyes ALT: a blue haired anime girl with green eyes

i think i want to make a hobby blog on tumblr where i just do multifandom shenanigans. like, making stim boards, gifs/reaction gifs, picmixes, clips, etc. of just various things i like.

i just need something to keep me sane + i need more hyper-specific reaction gifs to use in conversation HEHA

maybe this strange ramble was for naught.
but anyways! rewatched dungeon meshi and i drew some stuff. guess you could say these sketches are... dungeon MESSY. haha.
ha.
um yeah it's. i just woke up...
+ i really like izutsumi, if you can't tell. you CAN tell who i used a ref for and who i didn't LOL

i still get that impulse of "i need to show someone, i need to share my art or else it means nothing, i need to be assured of my talents or else i am not talented at all"
but i think keeping my stuff to myself more is.
helping. bit by bit.
i dunno. i mean i came here to share sketches so HAHA-

but i think maybe i just have a better time. i am happy with the things i make, i look at what i drew and i can smile and be like "this looks really good"
it's nice to be alone and just making things just because i want to.

i think not being able to draw digitally has been both torturous, but also kind of refreshing.
i find myself at my desk a lot less, and also making some more... i dunno, nice art? like it's nothing polished nor really high effort, and i still struggle with things like stiffness and perfectionism...

well guys, it arrived, and let's just say...

elon musk should be on his toes. (again joke for legal reasons)

NYAGH-
*quickly scurries back into my hole in the ground*

if there's anybody to keep up with on fartstagram, it's these guys!
here is their linktree :) times are tough but we always have each other.
buh bye now! much love!! 💚

linktr.ee/letstalkpale...

because i decided to check my instagram for the first time in bazillion years, thought i'd share some accounts!

Let's Talk Palestine is an instagram that makes well-sourced infographics sharing information + news about 🇵🇸
they also have a Spotify podcast where they discuss current events and more!

i can't stop thinking about them,,, the girlfriends,,,
i want a semblance of what they have. 😖🙏

(yes this is lucky star and yes i firmly think konakaga is canon /silly)

me vs. my favorite pair of ripped jeans looking at me as i go to put them on for the millionth time

(literally tho they're kinda falling apart, my thighs are mad meaty and i need to thrift + distress some new ones >>;;)

plzzzz let it become friday faster 😭i haven't been able to draw digitally for only three days and i'm starting to FREAK,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

+ if this cable doesn't even fit my gaomon tablet y'all won't hear from me cause i'll be killing the nearest capitalist billionaire (joke for legal reasons)

YouTube video by OMFG - Topic Hello

i have absolutely nothing going on in my brain. if you went in there the only thing that's happening is this fuckass song is playing all the time

youtu.be/aaIjs8K3oYo