Larc Zinnia, First Floret (and sometimes Ren) 🐕🦇🌼

obv I am still struggling to sleep >>

when I can't sleep I often listen to hypnosis stuff. came across one for spiral training and was curious :) hahah it's worse now lmaodjdjaj I went and found a certain video from a certain raccoon and dropped immediately. I am so cooked and it's my own fault xD

For real though, I am partially training -myself- with some of this stuff >>; spiral effects and voice modulation or binaural beats have such an effect on me now and I have only myself to blame. Sometimes you go down a rabbit hole and OOPS! To think this started from clicker training <w<;

Hahahaha, I am in DANGER. Between two friends that are into the drone stuff (and ofc me as their various drones now .///.) there is communication back and forth for new "suit maintenance" which i can only assume will be new/strengthened triggers via hypnosis. (I am scared, and excited LOLSAdklkfjh)

I ended up taking a nap and was dreaming during it...But I could distinctly tell it wasn't my dream but Ren's when I woke up. I can't remember a thing from it other than vague feelings and that it was hir's. Waking up from dreams can be weird enough, but jeez this is REAL weird >->;

A cage, muzzle, leash attached to my collar. Brain DESTROYED, and just getting all the attention, praise, pets, and maybe even being told what a pathetic puppy I am. :3c

to me specifically and then she is in charge again and has no idea what's going on. Either give her a minute or let her know :P

🦇: It's interesting when I just sort of...take control out of nowhere, I often don't even know I'm going to until I decide to suddenly do it, and then she doesn't remember a lot of what happened unless she goes back to read things. If it's verbal? Oh she has no idea hahahah. So if you ever talk

Been working on my story again today, slowly..but still doing it! I'm not sure if I want there to be full on sex, or just focus on the kink and all that stuff.

I said I'd post tiddy :P unfortunately there is the one set, imagine two more sets and be all, "Wow, so many tiddy on this silly puppy girl. Amazing"

Double trouble

and to behave exactly as they should. Trying to form thoughts and words, but all that comes out are pathetic little whimpers, whines, and pleas for more. Gasping at any small touch or words of praise. I'm not sure where this came from, but I figured I'd share it here. It's mostly why I made this. :p

There's just something really enjoyable about seeing a brat sass off, only to be put in their place. To see that fighting spirit drain from their eyes and instead be replaced with the desire to serve and worship. To bend to my every will and command, to know they are exactly where they should be

I wanna bite and be bit, I want to see someone's thoughts disappear from their head, or have my own. To have someone beg for more, or beg because I told them too. Or of course have that done to me. Both are very fun and addictive things. Though right now? I am leaning to the former.

🦇: I like this one a lot, the idea a friend (..Can I call people that are Larc's friends my own? I have no idea. Huh..) had for the hair kicks ass. I think I'd like to mess with coloration and other details. Longer tail I think would be a nice touch, I should figure out what bat species specifically

Both lewd and non-lewd, but shi is really wanting to take the original design and tweak it. 🦇"I have no idea how I want to yet, I just know I want to make it more my own". Like I said before, this is so weird and still getting used to it. This past year has been nuts >>'

When we're like this it's also unfortunately easy to slip back and forth between domme and sub like a metronome lmao. Sometimes shi will wanna just POUNCE someone and I am all "nono, chill damn" and other times I say fuck it, or shi just does it anyway. Hopefully soon I can find a job, we need art.

At the moment we're co-fronting, which is always an interesting experience? Just fluidly going back and forth or just kind of melding in a way with how we react/talk. I suppose it makes sense on why I thought I was gender fluid before, at the time I guess I was (I also just didn't GET IT).

An amazing comm drawn by just as amazing @redishdragie.bsky.social!

It's locktober or whatever, and I keep seeing stuff about cages. >-> I really wanna try it one day cause that amount of control sounds fun.

I need an Affini to just swoop me up in their vines and inject me with so many Xenodrugs I can't form a coherent thought let alone words and use me as a toy for awhile. That'd be fun.

Apparently when I yip it's really cute :P Or specifically "Cute and pathetic" so yknow. Heheheh

Eventually I want kobold Larc art and quite possibly drone stuff, cause why not! Ren would like to state "I am not a drone nor a pet, for the record."

Now for weird horny posts. Damn drone stuff is growing on me more (hahah..hah..) and I blame a certain SOMEONE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE and another friend -w- I even have triggers for that now. Can a silly dog be both a kobold drone and a shark drone? Apparently yes :P I like being controlled ehehehkask

Posts that are from Ren will start with a bat or something so people know, shi was on the fence about this being more public, but as shi kind of grows as a person shi wants to engage more as well and people have been really nice about it. So I want this as a shared space. Anyway, that's the post.

Lemme tl;dr that too. Oops i've been plural, Ren is my headmate. I'd like to keep that more contained here? But that's not reasonable to ask, I just don't want this to be a big deal I guess? Which it probably is, I'unno. Listen, I am weird ball of nonsense at this point. :P

Which was hir way of trying to be like, "Hey dumbass, you're a girl will you figure this out". Buuut, occasionally shi will 'front' or 'shift' or sometimes we're both vibing together? I'unno, we think it's weird as hell and it's literally us LOL so shi may make posts as well on here.

This is still new to us and..weird, though Ren was around before shi wasn't quite like this. More of a strong guiding feeling or just like..a shift of sorts, I'd often mention "Oh I feel more Ren now" which I thought was more of a "I want to be a girl"

The last thing I want to mention is I sometimes use "we/us/our" and that may confuse people. Some may remember my bat Ren, and how I'd talk about hir before and..well it's weird and complicated, but I guess shi has returned but more hir own person. So plurality is what I am getting at.

I am sure hypnosis and triggers will come up and I -might- share some for fun! All I ask is be reasonable with them and -DO NOT- do them on stream, unless it's like..a joystick stream or whatever then that's fine. I have been dabbling in both aspects of having it done and doing it to others.