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Kristin, as is.

@krist.bsky.social

just a shiny pink nazgΓ»l screaming across the sky β˜„οΈ she/her. 38. πŸ”ž. I like cats, RPGs, romance, and fellow bisexy disasters. I yell about video games and writing (horror, romance, fantasy). I also write about BPD but I'm just here to have a good time.

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I'm slogging through this draft as well. I thought I knew what I wanted it to be, but now I feel too empty.

10.03.2026 03:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

That makes me very, very sad. In concept. I don't *feel* sad, but I recognize that it *is* a sad thing.

10.03.2026 03:05 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I don't know what it is, if it is the BPD or some natural trait or whatever, but once I have to break from something, I break. I mourn as long as it hurts, if it does, and then--nothing. Not even a lingering pang. It's like I killed all the tender and hopeful parts of me.

10.03.2026 03:03 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I spent two days in heart-gaping sorrow and mourning until I woke up the third day and felt my heart completely sealed off. No more sadness. No more grief.

If, and this is a big if, he ends up changing his mind, I'm not even sure if I would feel anything.

10.03.2026 03:01 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Oh no! :(

10.03.2026 02:55 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
09.03.2026 11:14 β€” πŸ‘ 1813    πŸ” 599    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 0

Inshalla, that day is soon.

10.03.2026 02:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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AGENT ASHCROFT? WELL HOW THE HELL ARE YOU? UMBRELLA? GOOD IDEA, YOU NEVER KNOW WITH THIS WEATHER.

09.03.2026 04:27 β€” πŸ‘ 2761    πŸ” 942    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

LOVE

10.03.2026 01:37 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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*another one*

10.08.2025 21:02 β€” πŸ‘ 98    πŸ” 58    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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comforting sketch study

06.08.2025 16:14 β€” πŸ‘ 225    πŸ” 116    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

don’t ever lose sight of what’s important in life (the two fictional characters in your mind that keep you going)

09.03.2026 17:58 β€” πŸ‘ 718    πŸ” 409    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 38
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sudden downpourπŸŒ§οΈβ˜” #akeshu #明主

04.03.2026 17:45 β€” πŸ‘ 65    πŸ” 27    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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hello kitty drinks πŸ’«

10.03.2026 01:02 β€” πŸ‘ 42    πŸ” 6    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Why leon cant use typewriters anymore in resident evil 9
Leon prepares to type on typewriter
He is too strong and his big beefy muscles smash the typewriter instead

Why leon cant use typewriters anymore in resident evil 9 Leon prepares to type on typewriter He is too strong and his big beefy muscles smash the typewriter instead

LEON SMASH #re9

09.03.2026 17:36 β€” πŸ‘ 3191    πŸ” 603    πŸ’¬ 16    πŸ“Œ 3
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πŸ’œ

09.03.2026 13:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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BB再演ζ₯½γ—γΏγƒ³γ‚΄γ€œπŸŽΊπŸŽ·πŸŽΆ

09.03.2026 11:25 β€” πŸ‘ 178    πŸ” 100    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Do you think the pov change is as simple as a ctrl+f? Or that this is even viable for the publishing industry?

09.03.2026 05:23 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Big Florence Pugh energy from the both of them.

09.03.2026 04:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A sepia toned photo of a woman with a stern, skeptical expression on her face. She’s wearing early 20th century clothing, sitting in a wooden chair, and lovingly cradling a dark tabby cat in her arms.

A sepia toned photo of a woman with a stern, skeptical expression on her face. She’s wearing early 20th century clothing, sitting in a wooden chair, and lovingly cradling a dark tabby cat in her arms.

One of my favorites from my collection! Unfortunately I have no date or info about who she was.

08.03.2026 23:10 β€” πŸ‘ 1759    πŸ” 129    πŸ’¬ 32    πŸ“Œ 8
"sorry, i havent finished a project in months, i've been at war with myself"

"sorry, i havent finished a project in months, i've been at war with myself"

remarkably appropriate meme

20.01.2026 23:19 β€” πŸ‘ 6924    πŸ” 3237    πŸ’¬ 16    πŸ“Œ 86
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another emet selch wip

11.02.2026 20:28 β€” πŸ‘ 99    πŸ” 23    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Echoes of the past

[ #ffxiv | #ffxivart | #emet-selch | #envyami ]

16.02.2026 22:07 β€” πŸ‘ 211    πŸ” 102    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Ballpoint pen sketch during lunch time

18.02.2026 13:07 β€” πŸ‘ 99    πŸ” 54    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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I often end up drawing him lately

#emet-selch

08.03.2026 22:22 β€” πŸ‘ 263    πŸ” 111    πŸ’¬ 11    πŸ“Œ 0
Pauly Walnuts very seriously telling someone that β€œit’s called Broad daylight because women light up the world”

Pauly Walnuts very seriously telling someone that β€œit’s called Broad daylight because women light up the world”

international women’s day

08.03.2026 15:07 β€” πŸ‘ 14247    πŸ” 4279    πŸ’¬ 31    πŸ“Œ 42
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nothing quite hits like you
#shuake

07.03.2026 22:00 β€” πŸ‘ 142    πŸ” 73    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you, this immediately soothes me

09.03.2026 04:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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marill floating in a calm lake to lower your cortisol levels

08.03.2026 13:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1734    πŸ” 729    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 2