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atp i only eat when i need to be able to focus on school assignments #edsky

started writing "I will fast tonight" 50 times in my journal every other night and it works like a CHARM highly recommend

what if i only drank protein shakes LOL

when your overwatch main is thinspo

fasting this weekend because i 1100 cal binged today <3

do any of yall have specific clothes/outfits you want to wear when you hit your GW cuz i do and now im like double motivated #edsky

i will get back on track. i will get back on track. i will

oh yeah

FUCK DONALD TRUMP AND FUCK THE USA

hoping to be another at least 10-15lbs down by my birthday at the end of the month

also since i'm still on the disgusting heavy side i only restrict to about 700-600 or less cals/day and i do cardio at least once a day for 30 minutes

i have a lot of mental health and environmental restrictions (there's nowhere to walk/run outside my home) so this is the best i can do rn #edsky

changing my mindset from "food is a reward" to "food is fuel and nothing more" helped me a lot actually

creating a cycle of punishment(fasting)/reward(eating) made me binge soooo much more often

i eat once a day and try to do it at the same time every day

#edsky

-30lbs from my starting weight today! rewarding myself with something off my wishlist i think #edsky

i swear every time i eat the day before i have classes i have the most embarrassing stomach growling i hate it #edsky

not eating is hard but being over my gw is harder #edsky

have to keep reminding myself i'll NEVER look how i want to look if i keep up these bad habits #edsky

huge binge.

BUT i promised myself id be accountable for them so im saying it publicly i ate 1500+ calories today and I regret every single one of them

the new week will be better because the regret i feel is much worse than the pain i feel when i'm starving

if i'm still hungry it means it's working right...?

living with your best friend who looks thinspo but eats more than you feels like a personal fuck you from god
#edsky

cannot believe i forgot about those omg ty

what do you guys even drink other than diet coke/dr pepper/pepsi cuz i hate all of those #edsky

omad

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